Thursday, February 15, 2007


it's almost 2 am.
you planned to go relief teach this very day.
but its already the wee hours of the morning.
what if you do not get up on time?


you;re in a very sleepless mood tonight.
you cant get to sleep.

with unsettling thoughts.

do you wrestle with yourself?

the thoughts wont let you sleep.

and you cant keep putting it off.

if you never address such.. when?

just continuous like that?
how can.

(just what. might these thoughts be?)

in a nutshell..

i need to go do something about myself. get-a-life would pretty much be it.


i lie awake at night and i feel ballet slipping away from me. and i cant do anything now. its night. people sleep at night. tampines is too far. the passion might fly out the window on the long train ride there.

my tummy's getting rounder.

what do you do?

how to sleep?

and relief teaching can actually get quite boring. what was it tt charmed me that first thot? i need the money i guess.

ok go sleep now. u need to wake up.

"but i cant get to sleep"

staying awake wont solve anything darling.

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 1:53 AM