Friday, December 01, 2006
im chilling at home today after a whole week of activities!
and Thank God my cough is getting well and good.
well, today i actually planned to prepare for the 3 lessons i gotta cover(relief) tmr. hmm.. getting me stressed. (i think im having anxiety disorder cos of this lar!)
well.. for primary ballet.. i guess that will be fine. BUt i want the kids to behave and give me nice work!!!! i like listening to the ballet syllabus music. i just get this inspired feeeling to want to danceee! ballet.. i remember when i did relief w baowei for a grade 3 class, i was so taken in by the music i wanted to dance it more than teach and correct.
but jazz class?!?! oh no...
so veron lent me 2 cds to listen to.. and so i did. and nelly is SO vulgar im listeing to it and getting so pissed :/
the other is by j.lo. haha. imported the songs to my itunes. so finally macbaby has a few 'worldy/normal' songs.
well, i really want to do a good job tomorrow, cos its a joy to be able to act big and teacherly and professional (HEEhee). but you know in reality its not that easy. you get music glitch ups, kids who cant do what you want them to do properly (cos haven train enough) and then i get stumped cos i dunno how to correct properly :S worse will be if they want to Play.
But this moment im feeling lazy. like how in pri sch, my mum will go to work in the morning and leave me work to do for the day- tuition work or school assesments. and my sis will do her work well, whilst i will walk around the house and call her office unneccesarily(sp) cos im SO Lazy. and then afternoon we'll go down to town to meet her for lunch and then get home by 4-5 and everyone got their work done for the day except me. and everyday of the hol season its the same.
tonight we're going out as a family.
many years older... i hope history doesnt repeat itself and i eventually get down to planning a lesson and at least jotting notes down for a working plan.
Ms Charlene... buck up la ok!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:31 AM
