Sunday, November 12, 2006


how do some things manifest and start and (possibly even grow) on its own? what does it feed on to grow? it's not suppsoed to because i try my best not to entertain it at all..

or did i unwittingly brew it myself? :(

how do i trace why it even started in the first place? do i blame the place or event leading up to it? and since when did i become such an idiot to fall prey to it?

it went up and then down.. but i think its still lingering. damn damn damn.

and i think a lot of it is more psychological than emotional. i've got a bug in my brain.

sigh.

im just not happy when i think about it. when others would. but its just not right. it cannot be.

i won't allow it.

damn shit!


i've been listening to this song. but how do i really let the lyrics come alive and breakthrough.. so my nonsense will stop!


parachute band


lyricsdownload.com
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charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 1:32 AM