Friday, August 25, 2006
hello blog!
after all the hype about printing notes and getting things done, to be organised, im getting tired of it already.i looked at cs101 stuff to print n im ignoring it! tomorrow, i will just go lecture w a textbk n my notebk..the multipurpose -all- subject one. i haven even got a proper notebk from popular~!
and a speech is due tmr. i have planned for e aesop fable one. but not the favourite tv show. im gonna choose my audience of 5 year olds, tell them i used to like 'princess starla and the jewel riders' and pretend im teaching kids. and hope it goes well.
but im feeling sucked.
cos i can't pull off any longer just happily missing class like that. well, last week it was fun. just scooting off like that. having school days which all end before noon.
But this wk. im starting to get blur, feel lost. maybe cos projects are coming in. well.
cs 102: three member group. history of newspapers n how they gonna survive. due oct?
cs104: a culturally unacceptable product service.. and how you can market it. four people group. due 13 sept
cs816: research topic chosen, on antarctic animals. 2 people partner team. due 8 sept
tomorrow, speech and presentation. in future more, heavier stuff.
on top of that to top it off, ballet exam rehearsals at palais at 3-4. scoot off during verena tay's class. come back late during brendan luyt.
2 more weeks of such atrocities.
i dont want it to pass so fast too.
cos im also scared of ballet exam at the same time. my ballet A levels!!
neglecting all my school stuff.
that alone. i don't have much time to hang out with friends cos i don't waste time and spend time w them during our long breaks. the people are great and will readily accept n talk to you. now they still are. 2 weeks later. will they still be, when im ready for all of them?
just to make me feel a little horrible-er. i was looking through aesop's fables and i found one with the moral: the one who goes between 2 groups of frens will find she has no friends at the end of the day.
then i think of free work. and all the allergro section in which i got not enough stamina and my work not neat/tight enough. worry if my toes will be blistered on the exam day,then cannot perform well..
the worse..will be to..not do it for advanced one. and find out i also screw it big time for school by then.n putting on wt now. will also affect how i feel and perform my work!!!! tummy in e way. it's a real phenomenon. not imagined.
another thing to make me feel horrid is. during chua chong jin's class today. just one little hour. i was a little late again. since last wk. mebe he noted tt already. stupidly sit in front again. means you can't really connect w the rest of the class cos they're behind you.and had nothing Concrete to say during the talk about 'shared statement of purpose' during journalism.reminded me of gp days. but in those days i could still be candid and silly. now chong jin will take none of tt. so thanks arthur.. and its just me.. i don't really feel this nice affinity btw me n chong jin so its gonna affect quite abit. but i really have to ignore tt if not it'll affect how i feel and do my stuff.
cos one thing i read in communication txtbk? don't mindread. causes a lot of mis communication which leads to misunderstanding.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:02 AM
