Wednesday, June 07, 2006


i'll be going for church camp later today! gonna finish this entry and pop to bed.

the past two days, have been spent with swee darling dearest.and dino's place. and come in the day, i'll leave for another dose of spiritual feeding. but i haven't prepared my heart. i know i do get re-ignited. but since i never prepare my heart, or focus right, all the lessons are flying off right the top of my head. just 3 days from being thrown back into society from fcm camp since saturday and im losing it all. reverting back to my oldsome self. i dont know what another dose can do. cos i know for sure fcm camp was much more personal and made u focus more on Your Own Personal walk with God. family camp will be more of catching up with people of church and bonding as a church. not so much looking deep within yourself for much reflection.

we had nice cheapy dinners the two days and a slow lazy time hanging around. it was wonderful! just catching up on the time we missed.i feel bad abt disappearing off like tt leaving u with dino and more torture. haha.but ure gonna be iron lady! ;) take care.

im sleepy these days. and i should be sleeping early. but im on the com listening to songs on itunes. and im just trying to soak in the lyrics sung.

from psalms 34:8 'O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him'

this was the verse used to conclude our food presentation at camp during judging and well, sis reminded me abt sucha verse again in an email. (by e way,mum's fruit salad recipe won! our dish was called 'fruit of the spirit')

and actually,i can't quite open my eyes to see all of His goodness specifically in my life as of right now. i do know God has been good all along and still is good to me even now. but in terms of individual events i still can't nail it. not tt sensitive to seeing the Lord's blessings in everyday situations cos im not tt close to him anymore.ouch. and sigh.

my heart has gone dunno where already.

but it struck me tt God knows we love to eat and love food experiences! He knows i love food. and what other way to connect and make perfect sense than to liken the Lord's goodness to a flavourful sensation in the mouth?

i need to stick out my tongue and start licking around for God's sweet honey goodness!

chorus :'each sacrifice you call me to
i'll die to self -i'll live for you
seek out the cross
forsake the crown
the day i lay my isaac down.'

i have a prayer
as pure as gold
that where you lead me,
i will go.

and i'll embrace
the holy plea
each time your spirit calls to me

and in that hour
and in that time
when i must lose my will in yours
and true devotion will be found
the day i lay my isaac down


hehe. just finished typing down part of scott krippayne's lyrics by listening to it carefully and over [mistakes still abound though]. this's called soaking in. :P

goodnight. and cheers* to a blessed time at camp! (cheesy i know!)

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:21 AM