Saturday, May 13, 2006
it is done! im a happy excited girl at peace.
and Thank God my sis came online just when i needed her to. to talk the last bit of things out. or basically she din do much. i asked her for a life advice for me. and she came up with
'yah lah! dont be dumb'.
when i told her. my third option was to reject all offers if a ballet school suddenly realises i exist in the RAD database and want me bouncing around on their nicely varnished sprung floor boards.
sigh. that will always be my tiny pretty dream :)
anyway. i just sent in acceptance. and the tech monster really plays nasty pranks on me. i kept feeling nervous abt even putting in application no. cos i thot if u put the one nus give u..it wld be confirmed u choose nus or if u put ntu, vice versa. so after i put application no. i realise it din matter. then it was time to choose the course. after staring at the three options, i click the ntu one. and then took a deep breath and then click! and YET another page came out to ask if i really confirm. by then, i getting sian already. so click 'yah la..confirm la!' n just when i thot everything was done when the JAE system thanked me. i realised, i can STILL change my choice,when i resign in again to kpo around. hurhurhur.
But now that ive made my choice im feeling happy and settled. characteristic of Peace eh ;)
its cool. just when i was mulling around and getting muddled, i stopped shot in front of the com and said a short prayer. and seconds later, when i resumed chat with my sister, i suddenly felt a new wave of excitement suddenly rush through me. like it just welled up from nowhere. like drop from heaven! and i started telling my sis like..i'll wait for her there before she goes to nie and entertain her there cos training Might me sucky. and yea. things sounded well and fell into place and i had a purpose!and it was settled!
so no more on the fence! im a happy girl
what big things SCI holds. lets go man!
a note of comfort? : my sis says 'you can have ALL my NUS stuff if you want' should i miss NUS or its Orangey-ness.
Thank You Lord Jesus!!
AND..sunday school gathering today was good. everything turned out great and fine. and there was fellowship and God was watching over us all. :) yeap. we just have to leave the greater bigger things to God. im sorry for over worrying and taking things into my hand n control. which was reaally stupid.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:53 AM
