Tuesday, May 02, 2006
at least sth i can acess in school! using mdn zan's lappie now. and almost dying if boredom. but im actually more sleepy.however, im having that jittery restless feeling again because i learnt sth new again today:P but this time..no more heart breaks. its ok :) heheday one of invigilation for a two hour science paper. i was liking the feeling of invigilation. hehe. so my list of mini experiences as a teacher has gone up! i got to teach, meddle with the tech stuff,and now, even carry out exams! :hand out the scripts, walk around the class, look at the kids suspiciously and see what they write..which can amuse ie: 'scrotum' becomes 'sctrom'. sigh. i feel sad for the girl. because of that, she wont get the fullmark even though she knows wads the name of that male part. im sure all of them know what it is :P then i learn to stare at them in funny ways i experiment with.hehe while all of them dont actually notice cos they're hard concentrating on the paper. like..walk walk walk then suddenly whip around and scan the class. hmm..the ways in which i amuse myself :)and some of them finished very fast..and i went over and said..'have u checked your work?' haha.all these learnt from school last time. then halfway through the paper, i was deciding on which method should i use to collect the papers..(remembering the various ways tr's did them).then i had a lil stht o say, abt checking spelling (cos i really felt sorry for the 'sctrom' candidate) reading the qtn carefully(so they dont go out of point) and putting their answer scripts in the correct ordder. haha. its so nice to be a teeeecher! i think its in a way ego boosting. you feel quite smart. but actually under tt is just a fat ass tr walking around talking rubbish.and the worse thing is you play a part in ruining their futures all in little doses, that goes undetected but brings out detrimental effects in the long run. (thinks lrac curve) haha hidden somewhere in the recesses of my brain. just had to say tt. although understanding of tt has gone to zilch.but i like the kids. and i was trying to rmbr some names from the classlist. anyway, realised the malay boys are actually the good lookers. heh. some even start doodling. one boy drew an octopus(?!?) another did the usual grafitti art work. i will miss invigilation.as today is my last day. :( it can get boring but while you're at it, as long as u think up stupid things, it can be fun!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:33 AM