Thursday, September 29, 2005
i didnt know that the month of september is gonna end! it's scary. we're going on into october then november then wheehee!
36 days to A lvls.
what?! truth for you.
you know, once again, i get a nice fat O for econs. 'Your prelim grades might shift up by two notches if you continue working hard for the A levels"
i often miss out the part in bold and delight in the fact of the possible two grade jump. hai. wishful thinking. but i will have to work.. and get that D..so my better friends can move on and get their B's and A's. and so everyone will be happy.
it's been some time since we had proper lessons. its nice to be studying with fellow classmates again. yet lessons are so long. this time, the revised timetable has lessons up to 1 1/2 and 2 hr long. its unbearable!
tomorrow, or rather, later today, it's three hours straight w/o a break. attending lessons and doing a paper is different. one may think tt doing a paper is tough. sitting through a lesson is a breeze. you just sit! but sitting through a lesson and paying attention to every detail, being co-operative and attentive is ever more draining and tiring. lit followed by geog.
i read in my gp booklet a model essay. and in it, an EXAMPLE was given tt if you get through the education system and been chopped as successful,an education certificate is sufficient proof of intelligence, diligence and quality from a certain student. hmm..how nice to have those top three qualities attributed to my name. it feels surreal.
but you see, the truth is. i am precariously at this point where it's a big gamble filled with many uncertainties! i am on the verge of being disqualified from the education rat race game.
ya so no quality, diligence and intelligence for me. :(
and with that, goodnight!~
ps: sometimes cannot think about these too much. think too much can become reality. ahh scary scary.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:53 AM
