Monday, June 06, 2005


'tomorrow, will just be another day at the dance. im dancing for me,not for them.' -centerstage.

well, the first part applies but not the second. maythis be a form of release for me. i always feel better after i blog. just be patient with me. maybe you can even just go easy. dont take it to heart. cos im not worth it.

i'll get over it. and things will pass. when they do, i'll be fine.like i always am.

two whole days of feeling *beep* up! that's the only word to describe it.

cant let go but i dont know to hold on. lit scares me so much now, maybe it'll be a joke if i take lit in uni. if i can enter that is. since o lvls. i can always rmbr. night b4 was shit. and now night b4 a lit test/exam , i am shit again.

all the best to me!

its 8 and a half hours to the bloddy paper. im going to tioman after that. say bye to the world.
i run away and yet its always on my mind, the further i run, the bigger a burden it becomes. and then all that comes to me is, 1 peter5:7'cast your cares upon him for he careth for you'.

heaves a sigh. yes maybe i should.

the Lord shall go before me, and he will give me Peace.

it wont be that bad. im imagining things.

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:23 PM