Wednesday, April 13, 2005
it's midweek already! thank God! and i thought this week will be so draggy. ive not been doing anything since this week started,except reading a book belonging to my mum from urm..10 yrs ago. sth to do w mormonism. and i can only be awed by the fact of how she complied with all the rules even when they were so absurd. but then again, i guess if you're brought up in a certain way, it wont seem funny to you. or rather, even if it did, you'd have been thought to at least respect and follow that teaching. which goes that way with so many religions. ok let's just say all. cos everyone thinks everyone elses religion is funny w weird teachings n theories. well well, it's all about--conditioning aint it?
hmm i really cant remember what ive been doing since monday! oh yes. went back early from school. it was ah mun;s bdae. then on tues, was the start of my 'dance camp'. and both mich's didnt turn up so it was only lilian n swee n me. oh yes! then i helped jeremy pluck grass for dc. haha nice job. n then went for bible study in the evening.
as i was plucking the grass under the hot sun, w sweat trickling down my everywhere basically, i was thinking..of how adam had to learn how to do gardening, and weeding and the verse which says sth like 'cursed is the ground for thy sake;in sorrow shall thou eat of it all the days of thy life' the sin of disobedience. labouring in the sun IS hard work. back breaking and just exhausting. but then again, the climate and weather would've been so soo much better those long yrs ago.
and for tt, and the hot sun, i had a throbbing migrane in the right temple. and then i went for dance 'looking pale' as jeanie said. but of course! tt was mixed w my disinterest and promblematics as usual:P
yea, and thank God the time passed, and i felt not so bad, so i managed to make my way to woodlands, and sis had a panadol ready for me.
one more thing i learned, in singapore, as expensive food may be, i managed to get dinner for $1.30 yesterday! 60cents papaya and 70cents charsiew pau. ;)
then it rained in the evening--showers of blessing. it didnt feel so hot anymore and my head was better :)
we prayed for vivien's sprained ankle to be healed in time for syf. and surprisingly, today, she looked much better, and was even marking thru e steps with us. i'll see this as a test of faith to see how God will show us what speedy recovery means :) and today, we were once again, mulling over this other part, where half of us didnt get the right timing and we did it over n over again. and suddenly i was just thinking, argh! nvm la. i have faith tt on the REAL day, somehow, we'll get it correct for that one and only time. ahha. all depending on God. gold honours... 1 peter 5:7 'casting all ur care upon him,for he careth for you' :))
tmr-- one last day of rehearsals. ive been one hellova problematic asshole.
its surprising despite my indifference to everything, their anxiety and all the worry, i do think about the dance steps and timing in my stoning hours. on the bus journey home, i closed my eyes, and i was dreaming about kallang theatre. and tt made my heart flutter. its really exciting, just e thought of it. i promise i'll turn tt grouch into a smile for the stage. i will i will! haha. i may even look more clown than nana!
and this evening, after dance, i went to do what was required of us-- i took a bus three bustops away frm sch w swee n vic, to get my eyebrows plucked. so yea. now i look slut-ish, bitchy whore. but tt lady, instd of plucking, tt she only did abit. then took scissors n trimmed, then she shaved it. aiya no comments la.
todae, mich n swee went for blood donation. its confirmed tt those who stayed in europe since 1980 to 1996 for more than three mths cant donate blood. so im outed. hehe. anywae, apple n i accompanied swee for donation. and after tt, we were late for mandy's class. so i asked e nurse for the tape to fake it, for proof tt i was at blood donation too. haha!
the staff and nurses are really nice actually. nicer than the average you find.
gp class was super funny today. a.k was trying to be the skin grafted form of kofi anan from the un.
somehow, i cant wait for friday. eurgh. to be free from dance(im hoping) and my kallang stage!! wheeheee!
im wasting this week away!!! : /
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:17 PM
