Monday, April 04, 2005
hmm today's monday. the new timetable took into effect todae! and we only had lit and gp lessons the whole of today.
8-930, lit by dore, and at 1130 -1, gp w kok.
and the day was over! reached home at 215 today! super early. during break today, i went to visit the jj library with leelian. was most delighted to find a copy of 'the return of the native' so i quickly loaned it. leelian borrowed wild swans. i also borrowed a super thick bible edition of little women combined with little men. it seems to be that most people i approached in my class has read little women before! jeremy, sweeling,ah mun and lian and faye and perhaps add the alliance here. yea except me. so i thot it'd be good to get down to 'such a nice classic by lousia may alcott'
in the library, i saw copies of many books, all uber thick. i saw a particular middlemarch by george elliot. it was wow! thick. then later in gp class, swee had a copy of middle march, which was, ironically, Thin. and i was like' why so thin! i thot i saw a thick thick edition in the library just now!?' at that, jeremy n swee laughed. so i kena cheated again! it suddenly occured to me, there's sucha thing as shortened version. yeap. so i needn't lug that whole bible lookalike all over the place! and toil over it, trying to read it!
but anyway, lugging home sucha big, important looking book would make me look a lil more studious (plus i was wearing specs today) so i thot why not?
so i read it from 2 plus to abt 346? felt too too sleepy and slept till abt 6. ate my duck noodles which i meant for lunch, then i went to plaza to drop off my weeklong overdue book'advice for dancers' hah! i so dont feel like one these days. got foolscap paper. here's another discovery: popular doesnt seem to bring in u-grade brand foolscape paper! so i had to settle for the azone recyled brand. i used to use that last time, but i changed, cos i like the 6mm thickness lined foolscap!
as mums' down with a fever, i went to get panadeine tablets for her. the lady, obviously knowing i was -underaged (YES! sickening!) took down my address and particulars. i flashed her my ez link card of all things! i look like a young kid in that. hai i was thinking..like one day, i shall buy a whole load of panadeine tablets, then take it all down with a gulp of water, and be dead a few hours later. then, they will have my address, so they can come my house and collect me or sth.
haha so i came home, and with my new foolscap, sat down to do my 2 week long overdue econs essay. so now i only owe one. guess what. i think during tmr's tutorial, she will set another essay for us to do, then i'll be behind again!
now i know why i dont like jj that much. their timetabling sucks and they really teach you(if u do not already know) how to waste time. frankly, we all love breaks. but they give too many breaks, end up your day ends later than it could have had it not been for all that breaks and you reach home late too tired to do anything. studying in jj is also quite out of point because, in jj, u only feel depressed, if not for your frens seated around you. so its not conducive for work! trust me! in jj u see a lot of people sitting at study benches trying to do theie work. but you know what? i think 3/4 of them are often in the stage of trying to get down to work, trying to catch their concentration or just pretending. some are just dreaming and others, just fall asleep (to create the impression theyve been at 'it'(refering to e afore mentioned stuff) for many hours so they deserve a break) as for me n my two cents worth of experience? i often get a drink, sit down, whip out my hw, and sip more milkshake into my stomach than information into my brain.before i know it, my tummy is full, my cup empty and my brain.vacuumed. then i exclaim'i need to shit!' run to the toilet. sit there for 20 min and then stroll back. by then, one hour is gone. the break is over and you're off to your next lesson!
so that's jj for you. then they complain our A level results suck. go figure.
so i was trying to sign up for their programmes idp and pc. its all the physical crap. and the system works online, on lms. and my account's dysfunctional. i had to try 7 times? before i could sign in (this's my fault cos i got my user name and password wrong) and for all my troubles, my links dont work. thanks to mich darling, i am down for pc on wedesday at 430, our longest day, and badminton {haha} on tues at 330. the other time slot is at 530 on thurs. talk abt time wasting? i end sch at 130! no way will i wait 4 hours! i forsee, this will be another term for skipping idp! hahahhaa!
i have dance on tues. so dance will eat into idp time. oh nvm. it'll take some weeks for them to notice my absence. napfa for boys was today. girls-tmr. guess what? i have dance again! we get excused! replacement, thursday, you know what? seriously if they had enough sense, they should postpone the whole thing to after syf. running on the track and stuff, we risk injuring ourselves. this sounds super lazy and bimbo i know but its true. a few wks before our ballet exam and ms ong will like give a warning for us to take xtra care of ourselves! jj dance is stupid too. you know, on saturdae i wrote an entry abt a particular girl exclaiming that there was a space at my chest area when i bent down. yes the entry got wiped out but nvm.we tried on the syf costume tt day. she was rather amazed should i say?! she said in Chinese ' eh see! charlene the chest area there got hole when she like tt(does e action)' yea. it didnt occur to her there's sucha thing as people getting embarassed. furthermore, what the hell was she looking at my bouncing flying boobies when we're all dancing?! no one bothered anyway. yea anywae. i guess she was refering to cleavage. yes. and its not even cos my boobs are big la. its cos theyre all flat.
guess what's the second stupid thing ? 2 days before syf, check for armpit hair and whether you've plucked your eyebrows. *guffaws* i will gladly hold up my arms in surrender position for them to check my smelly armpits! pls la! syf..the stage so far, who's gonna see the hair? and who's interested anyway?! argh!!!
jj dance for you. i actually signed myself into sucha club. oh man! i cant wait for syf to be over. they better leave me alone to my selfish self after syf! i am all ready to cease ties and connections with dance after that 'exhilarating' event.
yea! like on the syf day, i will have nicely bitch shaped eyebrows and NO armpit hair, but a sprained ankle. im so sure! so for all efforts at dance prac, what they gonna do? cos you look super bitchy with highly arched eyebrows and abnormal/feminine without armpit hair, they'll urm, put you on a wheelchair to glide around to parade your flawless self w heavily slapped w makeup on stage w e others (altho u cant dance) because u look nicE?! what's all this?!
ok im done. monday has been a good day.
Lord, forgive me for saying all that. amen.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 9:47 PM
