Friday, January 14, 2005
whee! its a fridae! finally., its been a long uncertain week. trying to get back to the hang of study school life. im glad its over.
the stupidest thing one can do is BE late on a fridae and not collect ur ez-link card by 5. what i did. so i had to go round begging for coins again and the breakdown is, 15 cents frm yihao. 5 cents frm deri, 40 cents frm mich n 40 cents frm applie. so paiseh to borrow frm two og kids. argh. somehow i still have e feeling attatched tt its us who should be taking care of them n providing for them. not the other wae round! desley also got his pass confiscated todae. and mich thinks its like...the big one like tt tt's y the small one also like tt. i do hope its not because of me, or cos i was the ogl. hai. im beginning to think i should change. come next week, it'll be a new me. i cannot continue to tell them how im always late, nv do hw and always laughing in class and eating all the time. cant follow my example. cos if they happen to, i'll feel guilty. i will also try be early in future n not be so late for sch all e time.
one gd thing, todae's the first time my pass has been confiscated since the beginning of the yr. and i only kena in e third wk of sch. v gd already.
im beginning to realise how cool arthur kok our gp/civics tr is. his full name is arthur kok kum chiew. ok it sounds a lil crude if u think abt it a lil more. the wae he speaks is so urm..cool? and his sense of humour if u can call it , is different. mainly operates around sacarsm. hahl. somehow i kinda adore sarcasm and its wit.
he was telling the class not to be late. if we're caught late by the third time, we'll be in the office and be kicked outta sch. at tt, nick turned behind and said, i was late 23/26 times. and im still here. haha at tt i was like yea, and me 18 times...we're still here! ok and i thot i was the worse fella.
you know, 04a3's full of suprises. we're so crazy yet we all pull thru together, :) deespite all the rubbish n crap.
and he, reminds me a lil of isaac.
ok im happy todae again. for sth i really didnt expect.
we had cca showcase todae. dance was trying to invite pple. not bad, we had 54 names interested in dance. a good start though we know many wont stay. i went back for practice todae. its not so hard to catch up after all.
after practice, ms lee talked to us. heres the news. there were new posts to be added to the commitee cos of the larger intake this yr, so the j1 batch for dance is expected to be bigger than us so more pple needed to manage. xin wei was appointed quarter mistress. and some other fella i think yueyou was appointed assistant.
on top of that, 2 other posts were added. theyre called comittee members. and urm student instructors or sth like tt, the main SI is vivien, who's e vp. but they decided to add more to help her. and the two people are, wanyu and charlene. yes the latter is my name! hahaha. who would expect.
ok la i thank her for the second chance. besides i'll be able to do this job better.
and just last night i was thinking abt wad sis said. if you get the post means God allowed it and He put you there. and then i was thinking oh no,..i had my asst treasurer post previously. which means God allowed for it. but me n my stupidity and childishness threw it awae. meaning i spoilt it for myself. i really couldnt sae God took it awae ya know. and then comes along this second opportunity.
so i am convinced tt its high time God wants me to learn some leadership skills to do sth w my life. tt may just help in His work next next next time. in future.
another example of how God gave and blessed me without my asking.
but with this i worry a lil. theres sucha thing in the bible which states, '..for unto whomsoever much is given , of him shall be much required..' [luke 12:48]
yea. so having been given much so many times.i really dont seem to be giving much back and thats really bad and scary. cos if u dont use ur talents, they'll be taken awae. i think im like tt servant who hid his talent and didnt use it for anything.argh. must do sth abt this. ok so for now, i am resolved to rededicate myself to dance and stop being a misfit.
Seriously, i thank God.
oh, one more thing, if we're praying for keng chin here, and her husband. i realised todae shes pregnant also. so tts three. and i was wondering why was her stomach getting so big and why was she getting fatter.. ans: pregnant.
after dance, went to the canteen to meet michelle and applie and some og kids. so touched michelle stayed back to wait for me. and she talked to applie and e kids in e meantime. i dont know why, but i always feel happy after seeing and talking to the og members.
i announced the happy news to mich n applie n applie couldnt stop laughing. i ask her why and she said..its just a commitee member! and i was like..yea..but its better than member!
truth be told. i think this job is the smallest job of the whole hierarchy in dance but im happier w this job. we'll prolly only get 2 pts or sth, as compared to 6 pts for pres and it reduces as it goes down. but i like it better than being the photograph lady.
right now, i dont know if this student instructor means anything significant, but this means my job's mainly to help viv n wanyu teach the new comers stuff. which may help in future and give good preparation should i ever consider teaching ballet nxt time. haha.
We'll see if its God's plan.
and one more: given my lousy reputation of always failing in my duties. hahaha. what if i pock this job up as well and kena kick out? then i can stop thinking so much. argh.
sleepy! goodnight.
and its weird how mich n i worry if there's anything bothering our og members.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:09 PM
