Tuesday, October 19, 2004
michelle will kill me if she reads this. i am suppsoed to be doing lousy research for pw. but im typing here instead. i need an outlet to talk cock whilst doing my stuff. no matter how minimal. i hate pw.
i had a sudden urge to send ms tiong a msg which reads : 'I HATE PW!'
but i realised tt would be super stupid. and her impression of me will fall even more. she thinks i dont do any work and talk alot of cock. she thinks i eat too much during pw lessons and not listen to her. all of the above mentioned are true. sad fact.
ahh. so to prevent her from thinking im this in-efficeint worker who just rails at nothing, i kindly refrained. but she IS irritating im telling you! she bothers us for written reports. when we give it to her, she claims she hasnt read it. then the comments she gives us are spastic. like..i want more of this, less of that, citations? like even a cow can say all that. no, im not calling her a cow. just comparing her ability to that of a cow's. which is actually quite high. it may even pass off as a compliment. be happy at that. we take out everything, then she saes its too short. we're never clear what she wants. she repeats herself alot alot of times.and shes trying so hard to be like latimer but its not working. i hope shes happy with our toilet paper tomorrow.
ahh! ok once again, sorry michelle.
my day was actually going well. i liked to be back in school in class laughing and crapping around. until things started to go down. tr's are the bane of my life. theyre just there to make life miserable. not as if the hw they give is enuff to weigh us down, the things they ever have to tell us is depressing. fu laoshi said he wanted to talk to me todae. i said orh ok. i thot it was cos i was just hopeless for chinese. so b4 he could sae anything, i told him, 'ya, ok i'll do b chinese, okok. i wont do ao chinese if i fail, ya..' and then he was like..no...its not tt. i wanna ask, how r your other subjects? i said..hmm' i dunno, but i hope to pass them. he said ok, cos u failed ur chinese' waaah! ok actually, i already knew i'd fail. is just tt e fact he came to ask me personally and all, just makes a greater impact and amplifies the seriousness of the whole thing- whether i can promote or not.
all im waiting to see, is just a pass for lit, geog, gp andan 'o' for econs, then im off to j2. that's not even much im asking for.its peanuts!
on second thots, e dae started w bad omens, signs and symbols. as i stepped outta the car, the first person i saw was jeremy. well, hes not bad. hes ok. infact the buffer for all i was to see later on. walking towards assembly area, i saw none other than tiong le chin. after that, i hid behind jer then later on,i saw ho kong mun. thats bad enough. after that, to make my life a joke, i saw kct with her lousy hair. yea. mondae morning.
now im still stuck w pw. ate a whole load of choc for comfort, not working. im chewing on gummy bears i got on feb 14 this yr, valentines day. that's 8 mths ago. theyre a lil hard . but who cares. i hope they cheer me up.
wanna sleep!! ms ong wasnt at class todae.
we just recapped vanessa's dance.
tomorrow's dad's birthdae. oh make it todae, oct 19.
i havent decided if i should go for ballet guess not.
im feeling peeved again for always having to do things for people. and feeling so unhaooy about it. doing ti without joy is no use anywae.
ok im done ranting.
and talk about self-centeredness? well, i know this entry is full of it, self self self. im sorry.
i will work on it.
-trying to add a lil more joy to pw. haha! maybe seeing victim's botched up operations will be my joy. serves them right!-
ok great. i just showed myself to be more than evil...the best wld be to shut up :P night.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:49 AM
