Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i am back!from town. with a full fat belly. and a burping gullet?:S
ah..whatever. promos are officially over! after two long weeks. i am liberated. but..i dont feel all that laxed. as bao wei said, you wont feel too good for some reason or other. hmm..but i guess, i'll be thankful for this free breather time.
we always tend to forget the suffering once we're out of it eh. just like the israelites. hmm,after the end of all the struggles and all, i just wanna thank God once more for pulling me through and leading the way, although i wasted alot of time and did alot alot of crap , which should've gone to study. i think i survived the whole thing. and its behind me now.
but still a lil worry and fear lingers. when i was out walking around just now, i started thinking again, what if i dont make it in the end, then how? i didnt do well for human geog and i guessed my way through econs mcq. the only comfort is that some ans were same as mich's. lit, i barely studied, cos of silas marner,and im just not made for p4. sigh there seems to be problems in all of them! i am so dead.
BUT! still i will trust the Lord. He shall bring all things to pass. no use worrying. shall just sit back, be thankful and praise Him. :) thank you Lord, that its ALL over.
after the paper, went to westmall for breakfast with michelle and mun. then i went home, and logged on. now i cant remember if ive already blogged earlier or what. sigh. fish oil not working. ack.my throat is feeling mucky with mucous.
finally met up with lydia again today! after sucha long long timE! really glad to see ya again girl. we watched wimbledon. weirdly enough, i was just thinking how much zhiheng will love the show. ahah. or either way, he may be so disgusted with it cos the tennis balls were digitalised. but i was just thinking it was another 'save the last dance' or'centrestage', tennis style. i can expect tennis junkies to watch and re-watched that show. just like i did for the afore mentioned two.
ate too too much i feel like nothing but blubber. lydia and i are both depressed about fats.
have nth much to write about. i didnt see anything funny today. just that the cab driver was trying to kill us by jerking and jam braking and nearly slamming into the car infront. and he's an old man. plus we weren't wearing seat belts!
oh one more. mich and mun and leelian will laugh at me and love me more: when i first stepped into lido at 3:15, my lousy $10 slipper burst at the straps, so i walked barefoot to the shoe section in isetan and they only had brands like elle and the like, all expensive to the core, so lydia borrowed a humble stapler from the cashier and we stapled the strap back. then it lasted me for the rest of the day.
staplers save the day. (:
argh. so tired now. just wanna sleep. tmr out again with og4. ahh..i really feel too pig now to do anything.
now what was it i was wanting to do before all the papers ended? i clean forgot. tsk! must make a list in future.. i hate this feeling. in the midst of exams, you'll have a whole load of activities you're dying to do and cant wait for the exams to be over, but just as the exams end, along with the exams, they fly away and then all we complain about is 'bored,bored,bored.'
as i said i'll do, let me try starters..
YOu said all that YOu said to me, and i remember all that YOU said.??? the memories will stay with me always. now that you're gone, i don't know where im headed tt's so woosey if only you'll talk to me again. i'll do anything to make it right. YOU dont know how much im missing you.
ee yer! this is harder than i thought it would be. nevermind, there's lotsa days to practise and perfect it. :P
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:58 PM
