Monday, October 11, 2004
Hmm,feel so relaxed! sth's wrong with the font of the com, its extra big and bold. this only happens when it gets germy.
it seems that every sundae night is a crummy night and the following monday is a relaxing day. i still dont get the fact that i had to study so hard and cram for a few hours just for a 1hr 20 min paper. which, i didint do properly today. sighs. i didnt really cram actually. but just the thot of it. its almost ridiculous. and that shit paper determines your grade, whether you get to pass for promotions or not. grr. oh well, once again i sae, its over and im relaxed now. it really doesnt matter what happens.
a lil recap, is tt all i know is, i didnt know what i was writing and stupidly chose the wrong essay qtn, but overall i wouldnt've been able to do too well for either so it doesnt really make much of a difference. crapping skills are at the same level no matter what the question. im really questioning if i can pass. but at this juncture, i really dont seem to care anymore. well, tomorrow's paper 8. i hope i dont screw up. i did the last term. well, if my grades are alternating, then i guess i wont this term. :D
after school, we went to causeway point and woodlands regional library. we went to check out the prom gowns and tried some on. its really crazy to try taking pics in the fitting room. bimbotic too. hey but its so rare i do such stuff. on second thots, its quite fun. just not so when u see the sales lady's face. especially so, when shes not young and pretty, but mature and sour.we walked from shop to shop to waste time and wait for the library to open. at 12. we were misinformed by ahem! someone :P tt it opened at 11. oh but nvm. we still love her :)
last night, we went to granny's house for dinner, and then lilian msged me, abt whether i studied already. me:'no!' she:'hahah, join the club then' me:'oh dearie, we've ALWAYS been in the same club' she:'ya..lol. all four of us are in shit la' me:'yup poor mich is still sick'..
oh.. i so love them. its just us four, each with their own special distinctions yet we blend so well together. i thank God i found them.
i wonder after jc is over and done with, will we ever still be together. i pray and really hope so. although its said tt no one really sticks together after jc, i hope this doesnt apply to us. well, i'll look back two years from now and see if i was naive.
they say your sec school frens are your true close frens..
speaking of which, i miss you two so so badly. and seetaram panday too. haha:P which is why lydia and i am gonna meet this wednesday! hui teng, study hard and dont lax. it'll be over soon. we'll support you all the way. seetaram panday, well, we hope to get him some day. secondary school will always be the craziest and most memorable :)
the library finally opened, and we went in to photocopy a whole chunk of notes regarding unseen, and techniques. if i do read it, i'll be a squint animal tmr. then we went to yoshinoya and then i had choc cravings again.
bought mont cherie.
i came home and just ate the last of it.and now, im crazy enough to go down and get more supply of chocolates.
sis got better over the weekend and dad's sick now. he's in the room sleeping and i keep forgetting if not for the coughs or two emitted every now and then. he fetched me to school this morning and auntie belinda to work. and i guess he came back shortly after. well, least he didnt make a wasted trip to work :P but its still sucha waste to think of driving all the way to the east and back here again...
that's it! im going down, opposite after i click 'publish' see ya! ;)
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 4:39 PM
