Sunday, August 29, 2004
hahaha! and so..you havent finished e countdown eh ?:P hmm...its only been a week since i last updated. seems so long!but anyhow, once again im glad e weeks's over. my phobia list has increased in content. todae it includes, falling and tripping, landing improperly, doing monkey stunts. all for fear of injury. im supposed to carefully 'preserve' myself now cos exams in three weeks time!! and ive got shin splits for quite some time now. hurts la! never got it b4 previously. ahh.. must be getting too heavy.
seriously i think its e jj dance floor. its wood, and NOT sprung. you know a lot of people have this ultra flawed idea that dance rooms are just made with wooden floors for NOTHING and beauty, but the main reason, was that only with wood can sprung floors be achieved, which has this 'give' so u dont injure urself when u land (heavily) and there's not so much shock to the ankles, knees and heels.
BUT the silly contractors or tile layers, whatever, think its wood for e sake of wood and lay it atop the hard CEMENT floor. so what give are u talking about? besdies the planks of wood are uneven. thus being more of a hazard. i now have i phobia of jj dance room ok?
tr's dae is fast approaching and i havent got anything for any tr. muahaha. maybe ms ong. and planning on going back to zss on tuesdae!
yesterdae 27 aug, went to watch 'the awakening' by SDT. the themes were rather dark, and e last item was BORING> with lousy cheography.by this guy ohad nairin. but the backdrop was pretty and oh well, it proved as a lil motivation to me to work harder in class and not always slop around. it semi inspired me. :)
then i stupidly missed e last train and bus home..so 15 bucks cab fare it was... gaaaah! im thinking positive tt at least i got to sleep on the wae home and it was nice and comfy in the cab. but STILL, 15 bucks is no small sum..
whilst i received smses from josh n damian saying they caught the last train home..yea good for them la! arghh. stupid train! and bus.
had to get e exam regulated leotard in the end. and it turned out size three is super tiny. i just bought at 42 bucks leotard which is too tight for me, i DONT like! i am broke! studio rentals plus pianist fees are 22 in all. plus e leotard...64! darn. and then i still haven pay term fees. sickening! all because size 4's too big. but tt doesnt mean size three is ok. cos its not! i am just gonna burst it one day whilst doing sth. so once again, i have to go back on the diet. three weeks more. sickening. i'd rather wear e unauthorised leotard which is much more comfortable and seasoned. yuck! i hate it! eeee yer. 42 bucks! for some black piece of elastic cloth with 2 elastic straps attatched-- WHICH is TIGHT for ME!!!! :( i feel oppressed by it. somewhat like the handicaps issued to the folks from henry bergeron. errrrrgh!
ok enuff of ranting. suppsoed to be preparing for kids church tomorrow. but im oh so so sleeepy!!!! 1245 am. -yawn-
haha. guess what? suppsoed to open dance room todae but i was so late, tr had to open it for them in e end. how responsible. ive once again proven why i wasnt made the vp. oh do i care? no. sumtimes i feel that they put me as e lousy asst treasurer who doesnt do her job too, so tt when e three heads are away, the lowly employed asst treasurer will come save the day and help the rest instd. hahahahah! this is called sacrifice. ahhh.all these self gratification is soo pompous.
should just shut up and go develop the photos from talent time- the job of e asst treasurer. -.-
im sleepy and tired. goodnight! its beeen a long long long dae! dancing and dancing...
-why do i always screw up pirouettes!!?-
i need to get those extra extra excess blubber, fat, lard,oil off n outta my system. within e short time span of 3 weeks. sighs
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:31 AM
