Wednesday, July 28, 2004
sorry lydia, i accidentally burst our friendship bracelet whilst bathing just now. and ow oww.. ive got this tiny but ultra oainful bruise on my feet and its settled nicely directly on my vein! owww.. i hate bruises. so now gotta rub and rub. they hurt so much :(
feeling more and more lethargic for dance these daes. cant dance properly. no energy plus no mood. also, the floor is terrible. there's no 'give' at all. its so hard. when i jump, i fear injuring myself.
feeling good tt i stayed back in school just now to do abit of work. at least i finally went through my econs notes. tt about production. so now ive a clearere idea of marginal product, average product and total product. of course, that's like e super basics n i only managed to get that, far, hey! tt's sth ok. ok but anihow, i admit i'll still fail e mondae's test cos ive got so so much more to go. been thinking about meeting honky to ask him, BUT i dunno everything, i dunno what to ask him, and if i make it known to him tt i really dunno ANYTHING, he'll flip n die. goodness knows what i do in class also. to attain sucha high standard in total ignorance. actually, he already knows i dunno anything. given my blank look in his class, but for me to tell it to him in his fance may just be too much for him. maybe i;ll just 'consult john sloman' if anything.
its been sucha sucha long long time since i blogged! see even this aspect of my life is fading. what i had previously as a so called 'life' is also disintegrating awae. im showing signs of blog deprivation. cant seem to get the keys right and theres a whole load of typos. if u would kindly refer up, you'll spot many many. of them.
lydia called me whilst i was in school to tell me of e date we had on 7 august. i just hope i dont screw it. and then she had to unwittingly remind me of e fact tt i had no life, given tt i dont go out and have an endless load of useless activities everydae after school. wahhh. shiat.
hmm, e thing is, its not tt im studying either. sumhow all my life is devoted to e horrible tele, cept for e new known fact tt i think i can play e piano now, with chords so i've been smashing on e keyboard, some tunes friendly and kind to the human ear.
common test is in two weeks i think. oh darn it. need i sae i'll just see more F's? actually, sumhow somewhere, i do see a glimmer of hope, unseen by all other eyes tho. gaaah. maybe im just dreaming again.
things are getting stressed up. hw is piling, after weeks of free ness. also for e fact tt e freeness was cos i just dragged it on. now it has this snow balling effect, tt now its turned into a whole truckload of work. and im still not clearing much of it, cos im still on e com blogging. tho i really shouldnt . and not blogging e past two weeks also does not serve as an excuse good enough to even pass me.
only michelle woo and i were in sch yesterdae. lilian and mich were sick. so my clique was down by half. todae, all returned, but mich woo didnt come. hmm given e pattern, perhaps it'll be my turn tomorrow! haha, fat hope. i dont feel e least sick. oh but one never knows how ironic things can get eh ;)
and i just thot.. tt food poisoning will be a gd wae to 'lose' weight. ms ong will love me for that!~ its like 5 kg at least. waaaaah. if n only if.. i. lose. all. that.
miracle.'
but then, i do believe in miracles. you see, mum has sucessfully cooked dinner for 2 straight daes. and tt itself is enough to boast of a miracle happening.
goodnight.
-bowl of grapes to end e dae-
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:04 PM
