Saturday, April 10, 2004
im back! but still no flair for writing.
its been another loong long saturdae again. morning started at nine 30 for dance practice. the dance is coming along fine. im still trying to like dance. the lack of aircon in the studio is making it harder to pass through. and for once! i wasnt late todae :D
hee. heck the part i woke up late for the 745 econs lect, tt's why i wasnt late for dance :P
finally got my shoes yesterdae after scouting around e whole queensway for 2 and a half hours. crap la. nothing i liked in particular. i liked this one pair, but it wasnt suited for running. NOT tt im a hard core runner, but cos im too heavy for myself, i need support for my knees and heeels.
but i have to admit that i DONT like my shoes! they're dull grey. ugly. yuck! i dunno why e hell did i choose it in e end. actually i didnt really. i was just kinda pressured and forced into getting it, cos we were already there for so long. if u ask me? i HATE it. i dread having to wear it and anything else to do with it! and this is the turn out on my first accquired pair of nike. what a pleasant start. suck la! i was like staring at it the whole day, side view, top view blah blah. i was close to obsessed w it. and anyone would just think i was posessed by the shoe or self posessed. but anywae, after a WHOLE day walking around in it, i STILL dont LIKE it !! grrr.. and all imd reaming about is that other blue nike pair, if not the adidas one. shit la shit man! (slsm)
for a change, i wore my three quarts tights today for dance prac. gee. my thighs were THUNDER!!! and as i was trying to be helpful, to teach e newbies their steps, i blank out and i totally forget what's next. and that happened more than thrice. in the end, i was LEARNING along with them -.- just great!
for lunch today, i ate a fillet-o-fish, at where? at the staircase outside the studio like a stupid dumb dumb of a moron.
we finally started on elementary work. its supposed to be much easier than what we always do- advance. BUT tt means u gotta work harder, and concentrate more on turnout, pulling up, and getting all the little parts in place, if not "you will have big fat thighs" as quoted from ms ong.
when i first started class with her, i used to believe tHAt if i really did zip up everything, they(e thighs) would get smaller. but ohoho. after 4 years, they're still as BIG as ever! BUT i still zip up everything, cos, i hope they wont get bigger than they already are. but the thing is, i think they have. and sumhow i dont think its cos of zipping up. im sure its my mummy's fault that's all. wahaha!grrr..to hell w thunder thighs.BUT i like my butt the way it is. whee! BIG> what else la?
ms ong made a very timely announcment today that she wasnt in favour of going for sleeping beauty auditions and all, and she wouldnt want us to go for it. so yes. im not going already. haizz.
elementary exams this year in sept. she wants a distinction frm me, cos she claims its easier to score" under e new system" pressure and stress! i still cannot turn doubles! and im still on softie flats. haven even tried soft pointes. gaaah. when the truth shall surface, she will know >.<
after the long one half hr train/lrt ride, i got off at fajar and went to mac's to get a mcflurry!! and who dd i see? jin long. dont ask me who! the thing is i dunno!!! it went like that:
*charlene walks into e macs. goes up to the counter. doesnt look at e fella and goes
"a mcflurry oreo pls"(at e same time looking at e name tag which reads "jin long" )
and then HE gave me this funny look (and char was thinking, he from ZHENGHUA!!!)
jl: ni shi bu shi zhenghua de"
me:*laughs* yes
(then he goes off to get e icecream done)
*charlene stands there n thinks. he from wad class? is he frm 4e1 or sum normal guy?*
then JIN LONG comes baq w e icecream and says.."nah, qing ni"
me:no its ok. no la. nah u take ( e $2 note) then he gave in. -smirks-(point to note: i sounded tt stupid, cos i dunno how to say things in chinese so i just stuck to e no-thanks crap)
then charlene walks out, STILL thinking if he's from 4e1 or n(a).
sigh. so i came home, and wanted to check the zhenghua site and its not loading. but why wld i even care?
the thing is, im fast forgetting all the zhenghua fellas! ahh! and e thing is, in bukit panjang, u bump into them all e time!! so i can continue to be the snob who doesnt acknowledge anyone (:
hehe. on to other things...many times ive noticed this and it irks me. totatally!
*ahem*
+on the train standing in e corner, and glances around. THERE! her eye caught IT!
* boy and girl..
the guy having his hands ALL over e girl, and e girl looking like a pathethic whimp. then the guy leans over and whispers sweet nothings into her ear and what not and the girl acts shy -.-" look at THIS -.-" gawsh. pple nowadaes.
its sickening la! i dunno how to sae. look, im NOT being sour grape here la ok. but its disgusting to do that! esp for e bloddy guy. at every such scenario i look at, the dumb bloke-->GUY, ALWAYS has his hands placed sumwhere on the girl. its as if they CANT KEEP THEIR OWN 2 HANDS to themselves?! hey hey! girls are not some touch and feel obejct ok?!? and the girls are not any better la!!!
ok finish.
hmm, maundy thursday was not bad. msg buy this dr teo chong gee guy like (geeky) ok. so aniwae, his daughter was ellerina, this girl i remmeber playing with on one sundae cos she was lois's fren in london. yea. and shes grown so much. i didnt even realise it was her.and what chris said was hilarious "hmm..her name rhymes w ballerina, so funny" NOWONDER i always liked her name sumhow. ahahah! now i know ;)
ok sunday tomorrow, and..i get to sing again!! ahahaha. :D shall go drink chrysanthemum tea, but not before i first eat my mc flurry oreo:P
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 8:59 PM
