Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Hot wednesday night, sitting in the study facing the com. as usual. except this time maybe doing sth more beneficial, cos i found this web, which has all the notes and reviews for majority of the lit books we're doing! so i was reading up hte summary and plot. maybe after this i shall continue reading silas marner.
its good to know sumhow its already wednesday:)
mondae, we all went to SAFTI. haah. some officers in training were cute!! ok only two to point out really. the guy handling the machine gun demo was hot n cute. his name...errr..justin leow was it? dunno wad la. the other was our guide. this chris fella. who's very james lye-ish. oh well, he speaks w an accent cos he's from sas. and his parents are mixed blah blah. waah..the boys looked smart in their uniforms!and idzah has a tiny crush on him or some sort. hmmm...officer cadet school? how coool. mursh was all hyped about joining. i guess even after being in npcc for four years, that army ideology still hasnt got to me. never will aniwae. ok i shall stop. sounding like a bimbo.
mondae was sweating buckets dae. a day out of air conned conditions was really enuff to melt me! hot hot. it was humid and HOT! we had to walk around everywhere and the disappointing thing? we didnt get to go up to the tower in the end. spoiler.
tuesday...i cant remember much. only that i was quite pissed with the mess in my bag and that i needed to do filing really badly. and! i reached home in one hour after leaving tampines at about 920. all thanks to ms ong. lifts does wonders.
SISTA's birthday. cake was yummy.from cake avaneue. aunt doris and granny came over. havent seen them in a long time. yes i know i miss them but its hard for me to show affection nowadays. dunno why. hardened maybe. i just felt this distance. its inevitable esp when u hardly meet up. saddening but cant be helped. and i hate faking too but i realised i fake alot. esp nowadays. in almost every situation. oh well. i've grown too accustomed with my smile i use it as a cover.
was earlier than usual for school todae. and the thing is, i went to school on my own todae! reached at 715?! i just think its to make up the time, and i'll be late tomorrow. but i really hope not >< watching saturdae night fever! tomorrow. and i dont feel any excitement. oh why.
ee. i dont like blogging. and cant help but feel this entry is rather..bimbotic and shallow. maybe all others were too. nevermind.
point of info: i really hate it when teachers tick me off no matter what.
"its a damn cold night/trying to figure out this life/wont u take me by the hand take me somewhere new/ im with you"
mum's coming back with kueh tutu malay style. yay! and she bought hersheys cookies and cream yesterday.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:48 PM
