Wednesday, March 03, 2004
wow! its 2.17 a.m. and i finally got the stupid JAE thing to register!thanks to dear sis who ran to ehr friends room to do it for me :) here are my choices,
jj[u ROCK!],cj,pj(yuck),yj,nyj,srj,and the rest follows again. only that its science this time.
was actually contemplating about ny again, but AGAIN, did i realise it was too far, and then mum gave me a lengthy lecture about how its not good to change environment blah blah. so back in jj i go. i really dont mind it there. just that ny was enticing cos it was a better school with better stats, in which i(barely) made the grade to enter. but nvm. since im settled for JJ.
then i got so bored online, i went to watch news on channel newasia. seems the lack of babies is really a growing concern nowadays. ive seen reports on that twice in two weeks! we are gonna die cos we have not enuf babies! if i ever get married and decide to be a super singaporean, then i may decide having 5-6 kids to make the damn govt happy. spoiling my already mutated figure completely in the process. hah. of course, and then if i go through that, all the pain and suffering, then i must get a big reward from the govt and then i'll be featured in e news blah blah. haha. another one of my scheming ways to fame.
oh but for now, i'll just stick to the conventional idea of two. thats, again if i get married.
hmm. i was also trying the unthinkable, by trying to sew back the black ribbon of my black pointe shoe(the jay chou one),[which i ripped off one night a long time ago cos i was trying sth funny], so that i could at least save my parents some $$ by trying to convert that into soft pointe shoes instead of buying a new one. my sewing's terrible! im sure with my massive weight, the ribbon will be ripped off again! and then after sewing and trying it on, i realise , its too tight, and the ribbons too short. but at least my efforts werent wasted cos the shoe looked more presentable. also it pains me to see a pretty POINTE shoe being ripped down into a soft pointe, cos well, a pointe's suppsoed to be a pointe! was trying to soften the toe block by squashing it in between the door hinge. then i saw that the backing wasnt quite off so it would take alot of energy from dad to help me pull out the arch support so after all the trouble i went through, i realised it is inevitable that i would have to purchase a pair of soft pointes. hah! u can call that my first pair after urm..5 pointe shoes. in all my years, but not even a single soft pointe up to date. i had one...of course it was oringinally a pointe shoe. my first pair of pointes, but my weight mellowed them down into soft bendy material i converted them. then shortly after, i LOSt them! along with my $40.95 jelly toe pads! now ive demoted to $5 sponde toe pads in silly pink.
so much for trying to save cash for my dearest parents.
so now i have to go " mum! $40 bucks please! i need a pair of soft pointes" as ms ong says, if u dont get them, " u wont be used to those shoes and u'll only be cheating yourself"
no wonder my pirouettes were just beginning to take some form of a proper turn! oh,and we're only talking singles here by the way.
away from the topic which has left most clueless, i shall go on to talk about mum's condition.
well well, lately, ive seen the house piling up with food. she's been on leave for two days now. just todae, i came home to find two boxes of swiss roll on the kitchen counter! what was more horrifying was that both boxes were already HALF cleared! my mum sits in her arm chair the whole night waiting to be served by her servant. mostly dad. im by far too lazy. shoot me. but i understand. this will prolly be the first, last and only break she'll ever get again. in a few days time, it wld be back to house hold chores, marketing, and laundry.
so to stock up her food supply more, i brought home my half eaten pringles from the cinema. i have a really strong feeling it'll be cleared by tomorrow.
hafta go to school tomorrow cos i miss my dear og. playing captains ball again. oh yes, i still suck at it though.
my eyelids are droopy now. oh, of course, i'll sleep nice and late then wake up fresh and go to school walking in at maybe.. recess time. hehe.
my phone died on me today. gaaaah.
ok. im thirsty.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 2:40 AM
