Sunday, March 21, 2004
God hears and he answers prayer..
God hears and he answers prayer,
Cast on Jesus e-very care,
Trust in His promises, they cannot fail,
For with the Father, He'll ever prevail.
God hears and He answers prayer,
Frees my sprit from all despair.
Hasten to take Him your problems-
For God answers prayer.
i dont know how to sing this song but i was looking for e song God ans prayer. couldnt find it, so made do with this. i mean the lyrcis are meaningful too. heard the run through of this song at the midi page. but still clueless but anyhow, since ive posted it up, may everyone take a look and ponder, that God answers prayer.
indeed he does, i never thought what happened was ever gonna be possible, but indeed, he showed my the way, when i even half doubted. it brought me to realise that indeed God really Is there and he does answer prayer. of course if its according to his will that is. through this i've found new confidence that i can trust him more. sorry to say i used to doubt. everything. but since this little work of miracle, and thAnk God for it, im beginning to see more. and simply trust and believe.
tomorrow, a new term starts and i'll make my way back to JJ. it never occured to me in the last days of the first three months that those days would be the last(heck tt i was ponning like mad) i would have with some of them. emotion never really got the better of me, even when i saw tears. i was stone to it all. but thinking about how im going to walk through the familiar gates of JJ tomorrow morning, the realisation struck me. at least i wouldnt have the fear of not knowing anyone, being a stRAnger to everything. i would even have someone walk beside me, cos doris, haPPENED to be posted to jj too. But the thing is, when i step into the hAll and meet my og, i guess memories of the past will all come back. i will realise that many of whom i had so much fun and laughter with will no longer be there. and its quite a sad thing because its gonna be in the same place, but the voices of those who left for another college or poly, will only be a mere echo in my mind.
i'll see new faces in og5 and miss the old ones. what hurts even more is that i was one og short of being in og4 again. qian yu's e ogl of 04. if only i was born a little earlier, cos they sort according to birthday.
church today was fine, elder paul tsao's msg was good. he always has this cheery aura around him and it just lightens the mood. had a cuppa tea this morning so it perked me up. didnt feel sleepy during the msg.
but i cant help being so pissed everytime i just happen to look in a certain direction. oh nevermind. it really doesnt matter if i tell myself so.
sounded like crap during choir. i had a clogged throat and nose. but it was e dry kind. so i sounded freaking nasal and like a whiny retard. couldnt get the notes right and even when i did in my head, it just came out sounding, well, nothing but squeaky. horrendous.
supposed to sleep early tonight. parents are damn pissed with me for not being able to wake up. cant help it you know. and it just irks me. they can be darn irritating.
oh but that aside. i guess i'll buy my uni tomorrow.
all e best to lydia i hope n pray for her she can appeal to somewhere more appropriate.
on an ending note,
"O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry,
everything to God in prayer"
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:38 PM
