Friday, March 05, 2004
Can't stand it! my silly mum (with her spoilt leg) left me all alone at home, without any dinner, expired instant noodles, no eggs whatsoever. no cookies no snacks .nothing. and she expects me to survive.
she happily went with dad to some unicity thing.
and earlier on she was telling me she planned to cook porridge for dinner, my foot!
she expects me to go opposite to get my dinner. i only have less than 2 bucks. what dinner is she talking about? argh. so pissed. she just dissed me off like thAt. how could she?gawd.
the seven o clock show is boring and boring. its old and uninteresting. dont think there's any nice shows on this lonely friday night. what am i supposed to do? there u have it again. my life.
oh and on to more happy things, i slept at three am this morning, so obviously, i didnt go to school again!i woke up close to 12.
im thinking if i should go tomrrow. its becoming much too troublesome! hafta take the stupid bus and lrt which IS freaking slow. and breaks down ALL the time.
i think there's dance. oh yes, and i doubt things have changed much. most likely, its still lousy. and they asked me tt day if i was gonna stay in dance since i "have the background" ok. so i said. i'd dance for them in may. but taking it up for good as a long time cca, i dont know! hmm...i dont know e prospects of my getting any high posts..hurm..wishful thinking.
A level results were out today. i can only think and wonder how isaac did. well that's e only person i know from chuch who did A's. now i cant think of anyone else. suddenly it seems as though isaac's the only person who's 19 in church.
oh what else. im starting to hate mcdonalds and its high fat food. all the oil and disgusting fat. yuck.
grr...dont know what to get for dinner. i can just starve and die.
she still so innocently said" its either u go get your own dinner or u eat supper" what rubbish.
i'd be better off dead.
yea i know im sounding like a spoilt brat. but u gotta be in my shoes to understand. i mean her leg is spoilt and invalid, and she still wants to go out!? so as not to waste a 5 buck ticket my dad bought for the stupid thing. and she still gave me a lecture on "how it'll benefit in the long run"
i shall go have some nuggets and a flurry to appease myself.
oh, but i still HATE mcdonalds. thank you my patient audience. the show's over. now GO HOME!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 7:50 PM
