Thursday, February 05, 2004


wee hoo!! someone shoot me for not blogging! anywae, i think im becoming too too violent. hmm..where we left off..wednesday...hmm

so on thursdae, we went for lit play rehearsal as it turned out to be. so i got to be a litttle witch. then we went to watch peter pan at night! with og. it was awesome! the show was so sweet and magical and kiddy and enchanting and and and...

jeremy sumpter is hell cute! but he's soo young. ahaha. i like guys with baby face :) argh nevermind that. and the girl! boy was she u.g.l.y! ugly! her teeth were too big and her lips too thin. but the show was funny.

hmm...what else. chignay fulldress was good. my tummy finally recovered on friday miraculously. i think much of it was psychological effect. urm..but i got a headache at the end of it. but thank God aniwae tt saturday was even better, and that my tummy was fine. and yea.

i had to pair with denise and take care of her. such a sweet cute p1 girl from st nicks. haha. and she was telling me how she likes everything in school and what they do for pe. mainly, crawl like puppies or walk like elephants or something. oh i cant remember! nevermind. chingay was a good experience. and my face was on tv for a split second. haha. making up was fun and i so love the ballet buddies! they make my day! really. im so glad we're so united and im sure u dont get that at any other ballet school. trust me on that;)

hmm..sunday...was the cny dinner at auntie may's house. believe me ia te so much to bursting point, i was 56 kg when i got home!! and i was so shocked. to my relief, on monday i was back to 54. still on the heavy side but heck. at least it didnt get worse. its really really bad enough. infact, at this rate i'll just die of cardiac arrest one day. wahha. heck tt i just published my weight. like who will care. so what if im heavier than you? and you? and you? huh? huh? it dont matter! well, maybe not now now. haha!!

i love auntie may's house. took alotta pics. first time me n chris were there together. we cycled around the estate. the place is so bohemian! loveitloveitloveit.haha i will stay there one day with with er either my lonely self, my poor sista and her hubby or if im just lucky enough and if God willing, then with my husband.

but i think it'll be nice to stay with my sis and her partner. altho i knwo she'll be so against it. heee! i will still continue to impose myself on her!! hmm..its good environment for boy boy too. it'll clear his brain abit. tho he'll be dead by then.

ok. i decided to friend and talk to him again. (childish i know) but i just think e idea of fighting with tt helpless idiot amuses me much. but bringing it too far makes me look like a brat so i reluctantly attended to his daily [lousy] needs again.

oh what else. this week has been sucha drag. ok maybe not. i was just slacking. havent been doing my hw, i spent the whole of today copying my math hw. and i cancelled math tuition. mr chen is pissed w me. i hate it when tr's scold me. but aiyah. i really shouldnt think so much. today for once we have no hw! so im on total slack mood!

it's quite disappointing that my lit is shit now, or rather, there are really really good people. apparently, all the ex rgps people in my class were singled out for good effort on this lit write up. so well, i cant help but feel like the dumb loser that i once was in rgps. but 14/20 is not bad bad, but the highest was 18. and she's from mgs. so yay! those will hail from now on. the crescent girls, apparently ex rgps girls are good too. hai. im sucha failure case of the rgps student. it just reminds me of those damned days which i try to cover up as "happy ,carefree and trouble free" that was so NOt the case.

ah that aside. really its over. and past. and im glad for that.

urmm..dance!! cca day. eng soc seems at a lost of what to do. and urm, there are three ballet dancers in dance. so..yea. urm..yes im STILL the fattest there. ahaha. one's from SBA, ong long and the other's from thompson crestar, ms leong. and im proud to say im from, minus e CC part, ms ong!! :D *applause*

ahem. yea. the modern routine was cool tho that only lasted for 5 minutes. the rest was doing simply steps for the newbies. like skips, and yea. urm..modern jazz section was cool and abit interesting tho easy still. we had to do the jazz walk. felt so weird but did it aniwae. now im thorn between dance and eng soc. hmm.. i shall headache over tt later in time.

jay chou dance was fun yesterday.haha im really serious! the ballet peeps are just really funny!

ms yap was giving me tips on how to act like a witch and she changed the whole thing. for goodness sake i cant act! but i shall try....

so tomrrow, i actually wanted to catch love me if u dare. but i doubt i'll do it and im close to tears! hmm..gonna meet sec sch frens. then in e eveing, going to nus to watch dance.

but first, i gotta drag thru sch, first 2 periods econs. wah piang!

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:14 PM