Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Cadbury ice-cream is SO yummmy!!! i wanted to only take a bite, and sit here to type and type till i forget all about it, but i guess that was a BIG mistake. cos...the stupid bar of icecream choc is floating around in my head! hahahha! i dont care!!
im not watching my weight anymore. i was quite happy earlier this week when i woke up one morning and i realised i was 53.5!!! abit lighter than usual. haha. then i started going on an eating spree cos i thot it was abit more 'ok' and i think im heavier since. my weight kinda keeps fluctuating. but i havent been weighing myself lately. i tell u, there was this period of time i was so obsessed with the stupid weighing machine, i took my weight every morning and night ans as and when i feel lighter or heavier or fancy the digital weighing scale!
So, i conclude that i guess it's better to not know u 'lost' weight. cos it just kinda sparks off an eating spree with u hardly in control. take it for me. oh...i have become so unbothered to lose weight, i kinda shoved tt job to jj pe department. i think ive mentioned before. i'll just um.. see how hard they wanna make me run and bla bla and hopefully i'll see the fruits of that labour. boy am i wrong! pe is suprisingly leisure! we run two rounds for warm up, and then do body conditioning which is really easy. so yea. and on mondae, we had mass dance. and i wasnt in e mood, so i didnt dance properly, so didnt sweat. haii...im still hoping on the pe system tho. im sure they'll step up everything after second intake.
hmm...had cca today. eng soc had make up w'shop. i was unluky enuff to be the sample girl. so yay. the lady coloured my face pink adn wad not. not forgetting the horrible icky, sticky foundation clogging all the pores up and loose powder dabbed all over my face. yuck. as if i havent had enuff of make up from chingay and jay chou dance last wed. yuck yuck. i hate make up! heng my was samply for normal make up. some poor guy was made up into an old man. then she taught us how to do scars, burns, cuts and bruises. really cool. it looked real. and painful!
we were learning this dance for talent night in may for dance. its supposed to be the opening dance for e night. so..the music is full of beats and rythms. no melody in particular. so i cant quite get my timing. the steps are pretty new and interesting for me. but i really dont like a dance studio w/o aircon. grr..
i didnt sign up for ogl cos i didnt have a photo and damn bloddy ZHENGHUA didnt give me...my CCa record shit(sheet). they were having interviews today.
hmm...i felt so cheated when i stayed back and only at 620, did i realise it was getting late, and we were NOT rehearsing the play anymore. no one told me! and the ironic thing was that i was sitting around with the people from the play! ok..but michelle said no one told her, but she kinda figured out, by looking at the time. so ok. im blur. arghh..we only left at 7 15...so i only reached home at 815.
hmm i realised im doing this post rather early tonight.
im dreading math hw. im going school to copy. i DONT care!!! i dno how to do log. and i was only barely getting the hang of surds when e tr so happily changed topics and went on to log. i asure u i was screaming inside me. i hate topics i cant understand. and tt is soley the reason y i loate math sometimes.
chinese is just as bad too. really. did i mention? i ponned chinese class yesterday to go watch a movie with chris. last samurai. nice movie, alot of fighting scenes which i thot were too violent- for me that is. i told my buddies to tell e tr cum flirt that i was having a tummy ache and went home. hehe. nothing happened today. she just asked if i got a early leave form and i was being ignorant, said i didnt know tt was needed... which i really didnt know!! so i dont feel all tt guilty. just only on e tummyache part.
ok..about the movie...hmm..i had quite alot of feelings thru e movie. about the whites and blah blah. how trusting katsumoto was of capt agrin and urm..how vicious and cunning and sly they were. and to think tt other countries were willing to adopt sucha cruel nature w/o even realising the trap their walking into. and how loyal the samurais were how well they served their master. they really fought to the end. even though they were shot..they still charged on...really good. though at certain points i was squeezing chris's hand, cos i hated the fighting. i just hate seeing all the violence. too much for me. and also of betrayal, how the japs wanted to be stronger than americans in the end. they actually bashed capt agrin onto the floor even after knowing he was sum high ranking fella. yea. ok..everyone should go watch the show.
yay! so happy love me if u dare is STILL screening. at 2 times tho. hai. i better catch it soon. dno if i ever wld.
damian called me today to ask if i was free. i kinda got a shock cos i was replying him halfwae then my phone rang so i thot he accidentally pressed called. so i was like... "hello" not expecting a reply...then heard alot of surrounding noise. in e end i heard him amidst the crowd. sorry, i was in e midst of eng society!!
oh!! joshua smsed me last night! i was shocked ! kinda. ok mebe not shocked but sth along those lines. i mean i haven talked to him for soo sooo long!! and i dno where on earth has he disappeared to...
damnit. we have to hand in e coupon sales tmr. i haven sold any ticx. i was gonna buy up e 20, then today we had to take one more sheet. im broke!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 9:35 PM
