Sunday, January 04, 2004
We've crossed into the new year 2004. finally. the past month, december has been really busy for me, so i really wasnt concious of stuff. bang kok was fine. didnt bag loads of things home but still some stuff. i got three shoes, two skirts, a black top, and 2 knickers. ok. yep tt's quite alot. but i think i brought back more the last time. we were low on cash also, cos of the melbourne trip so had to cut down.
i also realised i've been awae from church for almost half the month of december! 2 weeks were in melbourne, and one week was bangkok. so i only attended one sundae? but at least there was christmas eve and watchnight service so i still managed to meet up with chris and all in the week.
we also went over to rasa sentosa to stay for two nights, on the 30 and 31, cos dad's company was having meetings there so we tagged along to enjoy the facilities. alot of deaths have been happening lately. i kinda saw the incident of the sentosa drowning. when we were there the first day. i saw the body!! ok nothing to be happy or excited about. im very evil i know and i kinda take nothing seriously. so aniwae, i just saw them carrying the corpse into the ambulance and i saw his arm. it was bloated.
we also bumped into uncle michael and florence there. and their three kids are simply adorable!! the family we stayed with in london when i was p5. hur hur. i still remember. and they were bugging us again! all three of them! it was two back then in london but three now! rachel, nathaniel and samuel. a handful.
and what a auspicious thing to say i spent the first few moments of 2004 at a funeral. ok that's supposed to be funny, yet sad again. was at aunty may's dad's funeral.
on the first, we went on a monorail ride along sentosa. then we left the island. singapore's really hot, i was soo grumpy and whiney. oh! we also went to see the pink dolphins on the 31st.
in the evening, we went for a swim at the new clubhouse in changi. it was ironic how changi airport was so near. and from the pool i could see planes landing. but we werent there.
i dont think our presence really mattered anyway. and i guess i was right from reading around. but that's ok.
first day of school, on 2 january. it wasnt very fun. im hoping the coming camp from tuesdae on will be fun.
believe it that i didnt make any new friends! hahaha. chris cant believe it. i cant too. i dont know. i guess i just forgot how to make frens. i have this feeling im scared i'll like...decide to withdraw from school later. i really hope i find some frens. the people are ok. less cheeena so yea. i really hope and pray. i need frens!
but we didnt play any ice breaker games. besides, i was looking dorky in my specs, and funny uni. maybe tt's why people thot i was a country girl and stayed awae from me. during mass, dance, it was just my luck to pair up with this teng hong kinda guy. who didnt even look at me. not tt i was. i was just dancing, and using him as a broomstick or sth. cos i was looking to the stage for guidiance at what they were doing. heck wad mr [insert ] was doing.so long as he didnt step on me im ok.
did i metion i miss ballet todae. cos i was stuck in lot1 toilet for almost a whole hour. one plus till 2. then dad picked me and drove me home. too late for ballet by then.stupid tummy ache. i think it was wind. i was like breaking out in cold sweat and i felt so weak after tt. i got dehydrated. cos i was so thirsty. it was hell.
ok. church tomorrow. guess we'll have lots to share.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:48 AM
