Thursday, January 15, 2004
the week is almost coming to a close and i guess i'll really thank heavens for that! i finally managed to take a breather today.
its been really hectic.
i couldnt believe it myself that i reached home close to 11 for the past three nights!mainly due to ballet and nth else. ok partly my fault for leaving only one hr after ballet ended, which means 9, so i reached home close to 1030.
but it was a gd thing tt i didnt have much hw then.
we only started to have math hw yesterdae n today. ao math on simultaneous eq. and i am so shocked at myself that im close to clueless now. i struggle so much through a miserably simple sum, and it just feels worse when u realise our dear science counterparts next door are starting on math C! some even on to f math, and here, i am still cannot do simple equations~ HAHA
so i just gave up awhile ago. i shall ask around tomorrow or sth. im having a sore throat and its affecting my voice dammit! i sound creaky and like a husky witch. oh talking abt witch, i very ambitiously landed myself in e role of witch for lit class, only to realise later, that the poor witch has quite alot of dialogue. how wonderful. on the other hand, i cant act either~! much less memorise lines. i am so screwed. im such a fako when it comes to acting.
chingay yesterday was pure waste of time! stupid filming for "IN kids" a really dumb, lame show if u ask me. i watched it once on a very bored night and well, now im supposedly on it. tt's if i got caught by the damn camera. then well, as usual, i'll look like the big fat blop. nth new. stupid road. damage my poor pointe shoes. and i put socks over my pointes for protection, and now there's a hole in it. then we gotta use it for full dress this saturday again. i totally dread saturday, though i kinda only look forward to it cos of the company:)
i cant seem to get into the flow of writing! must be the lack of it rather. tomorrow, we have gp. and im so back dated on current affairs.
i cant believe myself that no one in jj knows i dance! which isnt exactly a good or bad thing . hehe. but its kinda nice to have this little 'secret ' to myself. well, i guess they'll find out eventually, but i didnt even mention it to my circle of frens!i mean, i dont exactly look like a model dancer anyway. so yea maybe that's y im so determined to keep a low profile on dance as far as i can maintain it. i even took it to the point, when i signed up for dance as cca yesterdae, when they asked if i had previous dance experience, i simply put a dash (-) hehe. and then veron n sam n bao wei were thinking i was nuts and wadever. but i kinda reasoned that a dash, means yes/no, and its for them to decipher. haha!
i just received a msg from alicia, the head of dance club i think. there's welcome tea this sat at 10. obviously, due to -chingay- i wont be there. i dont know if i risk my name being stricked off. but dance is not v high in demand. they should take me. i think i can dance.
oww, my throat is really hurting, im gonna lose my voice just b4 chinese new year. must be the pineapple tarts. im so gonna balloon! i did last year and am going to continue this year. i cant help it really.
shall go drink more water. and take pi pa gao. wadever it takes.
-yawn- im so sleepy. i havent been taking afternoon naps, surviving on only 5-6 hours of sleep a day. amazing!
i kinda dread tomorrow, econs, FIRSt thing in the morning! what a drag! with ms tie. and then there's geog and lit.. yada yada...
i crashed pj today. i still prefer jj. (: it's more homey and i just thought of my wonderful og, and they are the best. simply the best. i dont think i'll leave. but another sad thing is, wad if after that, all of them do really well and leave. then our og will no longer remain... sigh...
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:49 PM
