Saturday, January 10, 2004
the events of the previous week have come to a close. i really must thank God, everything seems to be working out well on the general at least on the surface.
the camp was great and i think JJ really isn't bad. during the camp, we learnt lotsa new cheers, and songs and mass dances. well, it was fun to dance but kinda worldly.
the games were fun too! wet games and we had to crawl in mud!on the first day, we went orienteering, outta the school, and we really had alotta fun. my og is great! i love them! and then we will never EVEr forget the grass forest field we treaded across.
on wednesday, while everyone was at sports carnival, i gave a try at rock climbing. man im a failure at that. i enjoyed it, but i dont think the poor guy on the ground had fun supporting heavy elephant me. they practically pulled me up instead of me climbing, cos i had louy arm power and leg power, and then another would be not having a tight grip and blah blah. cos they were very determined to get me across the red line, so that it would mean sth. but still, i like it.
i would love to try it again, but if i ever do go back, people there may think i dont know the meaning of " embaressment". i felt so bad tt they had to spend forty five mintues coaxing me on to climb up less than half the wall.
hmm, ballet tomorrow, and media corp is coming or sth. im so screwed. i forgot how to do the chingay dance already! if ms ong see's, i can go and bite my head off.
i hate the feeling of having crushes. it plain sucks. i'd really stay happy not liking anyone. maybe as what cheryl says, staying plastic and unfeeling is the best. i hate being like soft jelly. grr...ugh!
i was late for sch todae! woke at 645. unbelievable. so i reached sch at 815. todae was lecture day so mine only started at 840, geog. i ponned lit lecture with three other guys and two girls. it was introductory, so it really didnt matter if we went, tho the rest said it was fun. so if it is, then im glad im in lit :)
we were in the rooftop cafe! so cool.the muffin's nice! and its only one buck! cafe material some more. yay! we dont have to go to coffee bean or starbucks now! heh.
im so happy and relieved i got the subject combi i chose! lit, geog n econs! and then the other part of me, silently wished that i had been given my second choice of hist, geog n econs, JUSt because of my little urm..fancy of late. see. i hate it! but anyhow, i shall just ignore it and try as hard to remain plastic. i shall look for faults and convince myself. i know i will love lit in future!and my combi. so i'll be happy. :)
besides, the pple from my og in my class are nice! keng ee's in my class! the funny man! lessons wont be boring!
freak! u wouldnt know how freaked i got last night over my own imaginations and speculations.
im looking forward to ballet tomorrow!
unfortunately, i didnt lose wt during the camp as i thot i would, cos we had so many physical activities!
so i'll still be the fatty tomorrow and always will be. -sigh- nighty
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:24 AM
