Monday, January 19, 2004
ahh!! tired tired. jc life is tiring!!!
im soo tired when i get back now adays, i mean, a whole day of school till 430, and then after that i gotta go for ballet, and by then im already tired enough to top it all off.
but well, i always enjoy lessons, though the process of dragging myself there is hell!
i seem to be too lazy to even go blog surfing aniymore. it seems like such a chore to go visit my regular blog sites, mainly steph, cheryl, rachael, jia, damian, bla bla...see, the list goes on! and as time passes, it just gets longer! why am i so intersted in reading what happens in their lives aniywaE? i dont know. but cheryl and steph sure have intersting blogs!
hmm, we recapped the jay chou dance just now. im glad we had most of it done up. we just have to neaten it now.
i pinned a badge on my bag it reads," i am in shape, round is a shape" i really like that, and i exhibit it around on my bag with much pride, to be in the round club. i really love geraldine for it! :)
chingay on saturdae was...a nice experience, if not for my throat which left me grumpy in the later part of the day. i sucked 9 lozenges in a whole day! remarkable yea? and then i went to the toilet two times, i had to tackle the costume, which is a blue catsuit, a blue tutu, a sash around. and a heavy head dress. u can just die in it! gosh! not tt i wanna sae this, but i cant help but feel like a thai transvestite in it@ i mean, feathery headress..so like the cabaret! but the saf dance group is e best! prancing around in netted stockings, and revealing leotards! abit the prostitute only . oh and i forgot to mention, they had feathery fan shaped head dresses too.
i think i saw louis at chingay. i was aware she would be in it. and yea i guess i kinda spotted her.
oh aniwae, grr..i hate it when i have performances. it just reminds me brutally how fat fat i am and worse, public performances, i would say = to public display of fats, which isnt a very glamorous thing.
worse, we'll be on TV this time!! it's just the worst nightmare! and i have to walk through it. darn!
yay! we started on sets for ao math today. i did my hw on the train just now, so im all free. shall wait till 11 for friends! haha.
im soo tired. i need sleep. believe me that i actually fell asleep in gp class for almost half an hr right in front of the teacher! i couldnt take it. nice aircon, with lack of sleep, and a droning tr's voice to lull me to sleep.
im not really agnst this, but eversince my gp tr started w this dirty joke on his first day, my class has made it a point to ask himfor a joke a day, and we see him alsmot everydae now i think. and well, the jokes are well, dirty, not funny and sometimes lame. i really dont see a point in it at all. not like we're very entertained. but well, i appreciate his efforts in trying to build good rapport with us.
its 7 min to friends! im getting sick and tired of the net. sick og blog surfing, and chatting. and well, i have to drag myself to blog.
shit i havent been doing qt. oh yes! about yesterday's sundae school, it was taken my elder sim.
geesh i tell u! its boring. b-o-r-i-n-g. i was listening though! i was! and i didnt talk! u can ask erm...jo! hehehe. but tt's not e point.
i must explain. u see, i was kinda looking forward to ss yesterdae, cos we had uncle clement the previous week, and he really managed to get my full attention and spice things up. he got me thinking about my spiritual status and bla bla, so anione would love to return to such a class any sundae! problem is, when i barged into class(as usual) yesterdae, i was taken aback to see elder sim seated in the teacher's chair. it felt like..walking into the wrong room, but u cant turn back. yea so i shouldve just kicked myself. and so, for e next 1 hr or so, i was trying to keep awake, i got so bored, i started to try ans the qtns on my ws myself. heck the fact tt most of my ans were prolly wrong. at least i didnt sleep ok. that wld've been disrespectful. thank God for the phone call, which finally forced him to end his lesson. poor luke. i dont know, but he looked quite bored too, but he cldnt do anything, cos his daddy was the tr.
yea ok. enuff of my lousy comments.
it's quite sad that i realise again tt i have no social life. its so routined. after school, i simply whiz off for ballet only to return late in the evening. no going out with friends, no nothing. some life.
sis is trying to grow green beans for her ss class. i bet she'll fail. as a nice evil sister, i suggested putting her hamster to good use, by usinghis shit as fertilisers for the plants. cos it'll be good for him if we finally discover tt he is actually of some use to us. but i really doubt that. i still do and always will. sorry ah boy boy!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:01 PM
