Saturday, November 22, 2003
O's are over. im not esctatic. im rather disappointed at all e joy freedom n liberation im sup[posed to feel, but nothing.
the only thing im dreading now is ballet. i hate to think of it. tmr. a torture day. thereafter, a whole week of aching limbs and body to follow. hai. who likes this man?and then i have to be reminded of my lousy standards and how my leg just drops and how fat i am bla bla. -depressing-
so aniwae. nvm.
i shall do abit of highlight planning.
next week, im gonna dedicate e whole week to prom shopping or sth. or go out. with chris and jocelyn! hmm yes. but tt of course lines up after ballet. and what my possible schedual might be. once ballet steps in, i can just cancel everything else i wanna do n drag myself to class everydae.
so ya. after next week, which wld pass very quickly, then im going away in the first week of december for a whole week! which would stretch to the end of second week. yup. very nice. so i dont have to plan for that.
upon returning, i'll bump around one more week before christmas, where everything will be preplanned so i jsut attend all e things i have to attend. perfect.
what i wanna do, if given the chance,
-get my 2 star kayaking
-learn windsurfing
-pick up sailing skills again
yup tt's abt it. i like seasports. :)
oh! and im going to the beach on my birthday! very nice.
thats abt all on my agenda. unfilled spaces will be for ballet, or going out. movies, and impromtus.
todae after the paper, went to westmall and sat at coffee bean. drank pure vanilla and shared a farmer's egg foccasia with lydia. then i came back n cleared out all e past ws. felt quite good to discard them
i founf i squashed baby lizard in between the piles of papers. it was black and small and decomposed. hmm..yep. i got kinda freaked.
then i slept.
watched holland v, went for dinner, came online n stoned.
tmr will be ballet e whole day and dinenr after that. sundae, will be choir, church and luke's coming back! yay! alto have new helper! yay!! okok. hmm...tt's abt it. then mondae will be a new week. not so bad after all ya?
i need to clean my room. yuck!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:21 AM
