Thursday, October 16, 2003


oh! i stayed up again. shall go turn in now. nighty~

study rate is entirely down to zero. oh how much it sucks that most sec fours ever think about now is the O levels in some way or other. like whatever plans i make, it will have to go through this filter"o levels" in my mind before i decide if i can do this or that.

oh and i just realised. we're singing in front of nathan this saturday at ju eng. pity aunty chin can't join us. one side of her is dysfunctional. i hope it's temporary.

and weeks ago, i was thinking" 18 october, is abt two weeks before O levels. nevermind. i shall still sing. i hope i'll be better and more organised by then"

well..yah right. better

and im still very sore about not being able to go for Madame Butterfly!!! i did promise tt i would go! how can it turn out to this?

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 3:16 AM