Thursday, October 02, 2003


come tomororw, it'll be exactly one mth before dreaded darned O's. haha. given my prelim results, i have only three choices to choose from. PJC, JJC and CJC. whee. i must be thankful anyhow ok. i mean knowing how i barely scrapped thru by last minute mugging. i'm still thankful to God. ahh. im beginning to feel that i'll only get to spend three mths in JC and then that's it. though im still abit saddened tt i got 10 points for two subjects alone...like. 5+5=10. wow! math rawks!

national standard is worse. im just gonna die!! haha. i dont know if i still dare say "SA!! here i come!" ehee. i dont think they want me also.

felt so sleepy today. went to watch "a time for dancing " today. aha. shoot me. that im still going to e movies. tt's y i feel tt i will only be able to last three mths.

hmm, frankly. i just feel tt God has this purpose tt i should spend first three mths in sch, in a JC. like. really, i never expected to even qualify. i was estimating a 25. so..by his grace..im thankful. it's also hard to believe tt after 2 five's and a four, and i still crawl through. ahh..so amazing!

im not really bothered now tt i didn't get an a for combined humanities.

really really thankful !! i seriously know i didn't deserve this but He still gave it to me. now. i gotta work. hard. but stupid me. will never learn.

i have this inkling its for some purpose.

aunty chin suffered a mild stroke today. im shocked.and i cant help but imagine her with a contorted mouth and all. but im sure it wont be e case cos it's a mild stroke. hmm...but its so hard to believe. and then i think about elisa and emily, and how they're coping.

i guess tt's all i have to say. i really need a shower. i feel oily. and for some weird reason, my face is BREAKING OUT!!! -ackz-

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:59 PM