Sunday, October 05, 2003


Ah well, since i'm STILL awake. i shall just drop an entry.i didnt go for ballet today. hardly anyone went also. there was this big confusion on whether there was ballet or not. and the message was tt there wasn't. so i was happily eating lunch after school with my buddies and then jac smsed saying there was class. by then it was already close to two, plus i was already looking forward to a snooze when i get home. besdies, i was too lazy to travel so far so i just gave it a miss.

im really getting sick of blogging. it's just no use. no doubt all these, is written by me, and all the bullshit that happens in my boring life, i just feel that its not personal enough. i came across some diary entries from long ago, written by pen, and when i was reading thru, the content was just more meaningful and..i don't know. more..personal.

no. im not saying im abandoning this. i just feel that it wont really help as a point to look back, if this is still functioning. i wont be able to remember much of events at the moment. these entries are just so 'on the surface'.

i dont know if im making sense here. maybe it's so early in the morning, so im starting to babble nonsense.

i did my math tuition hw (!!) wow! then im supposed to be reading ss now. and i do have e book in front of me now.

asked suba about cjc yesterday. so she said the lit there is good. but e people...are...party animals! so yea. alotta others say tt abt cjc and are discouraging me from going. guess i'll just stick to cheena-fied pjc or jjc. argh. but...but...ok. no buts. nvm.

right. should get back to my books now.

* maybe i should just enter all entries in a book and resort to the old convention way* typing on the com, is just so..urm..technical? i cant explain la. its crap aniway.

i mean with writing, i just can think more clearly and reflect ..etc

[sometimes, when people really speak their minds, you come to realise that you're not tt weird and they actually share the same thots .] then you realise you're not so alone in this world after all (:

nitez*

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 2:40 AM