Friday, September 26, 2003
YAY! no school tomorrow!!
i'm supposed to meet up with justina sometime but i never seem to be able to get down to it. arghh..prelim results are slowly coming back. but they're coming in halves, as in paper one, w/o paper two. so it's just false hope and all. though i got A1(!!!) for lit paper two. but adding in tht i screwed up unseen and my JC is just not as good, i have doubts about paper one, and so, i daren't think of a 1 for lit. english, have good news for paper one too, yes. thank God, that somehow my description of 'interesting teacher' impressed mr Wee, and he's like...happy about it :x but im telling you, three fridays ago when i sat down to write it, i was constantly scolding myself and kissing the A goodbye as i continued on about the topic, 'interesting tr' when my story wasnt even interesting. oh well, if anyone gets the idea. so im really thankful for that.
and latest, it has been confirmed. i have flunked poa. i have. yes i have. ah shit. i think it's a D7 so...not tt bad. =)
Went down to holland v on wednesday night to meet sis regarding study plans. i hope i do come out with something sucessful if not i waste her time again. im going down to her room tomorrow to plop my fat self in her room to TRy study. darn, i can't believe 5 weeks away from O's and im still in the mode of TRYING to study. what's with me man?how i wish i was in psle. then exams would be in two weeks time, then it'll all be over!!
i was trying ballet stuff all over the house again just now. as usual, i risked smashing my face against the wall or crashing a hole into the level below or my heavy thumping causing the dear sleepy folks a floor below to wake up.whatever it is, im glad im out of it still fit. the last time i tried to turn, i fell, had a BEEG blue black on my knee which hurt like..terribly.
oh, i was happy to realise on tuesday that my aches and pains were all gone. so good. i mean i was still wincing about on monday. and on tuesday they just disappeared.
oh. i havent totured the hamster for several days now. he stinks like ...shit. or whatever. he just smells worse than the toilet and garbage and everything else.And he's living in his excrement once more.he just plain sucks. and i still think he's retarded. ( But i cant prove it to sis cos he acts cute in front of her ALL the time) sth like tt.
-yawn-
it's getting late. i need rest.
was watching mind your language just now. so funny!!
ps: the whole idea of sitting down to do the final O level scares me. like, i dont know what i'll do when i write the compo for english paper.or how im gonna do the math sums.or go shit halfway again during poa paper or sth. i dont think i'll be able to do it again. if anything, i surely have to rely on God's power and strength to carry me through.
freedom awaits in two months!
oh crap, i think ticx for forbidden city has been sold out. but then, if tt is really the sad case, at least i get to go for mrs Ramesh's son's birthday party!! ahaha -grin-
i dont care, im gonna watch madame butterfly. it's gonna be a nice wonderful ballet treat.
ok. shall go now. goodnighty to all.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:44 AM
