Thursday, September 11, 2003
On a starting note, i dont feel like blogging today. have nothing much to rant about. shall just see if the flow of writing comes.
First and foremost, i feel stupid and deprived. ballet used to deprive me much, but i feel more deprived now, cos well, its just a different case. at least i still had company at ballet. oh it's just that today's mid autumn festivial, and im not out celebrating not anything! i didn't even hold a lantern this year! not even on saturday. i was shooting rubber-bands in tse shuins room. ok sorry. that's straying off the point.
As i trudged home from tuition just now, as i walked back from the lrt station, the canal was brightly lighted today, with alotta people, playing sparkles and lighting candles, and having lanterns in their hands, and i just walked past and glanced on my way back from tuition. on the train back, i bumped into samantha and qian hui and they were having a gathering prolly with the basket ball people at jelapang. maybe lydia's even at chinese garden or something. i dont know. this year's moon cake fest is just so dead for me. oh nvm. it's no use brooding. and worse, i only went out once this holiday, and ive been cooped up at home since tuesday. that's two days already! and what makes it worse, is that despite being at home, i just realised that i hardly cleared anything for revsions and everything's going at a painfully slow rate. once again, i repeat, i totally under estimated the time i would need. ijusthavethissuddenurgetojustdroppoa.
lets see, ive only cleared..about 10 or 11 chapters of chem, same for physics, 4 or 5 chapters for ss and read through three stories of lit. that's so far from what i set out to do. oh nvm. i still have time. actually, no i don't. ah heck!
Tomorrow night, ive got rehearsals. mum is asking me out for lunch. dont know if i should go. maybe i should just GO out and enjoy myself. not as if im very productive at home also.
if not for lydia's call this morning, i would've slept the whole morning away! i opened my ss text at 10, felt sleepy , lie on my bed for awhile, darn! it was so damn comfy! i just fell asleep till my phone rand at 11.15. then i only started work at 11:30. what a loser.
hmm....ok. back to lantern festival. hmm..i wanna eat snowskin mooncakes! look, im not even asking for the fattening things in the paste ok! im only asking for the skin! ahh..i wanna eat snow skin!!:(
ok.it's 10:30 already. shall go bathe.
i don't wanna study anymore. arghh!!!
oh, shoot me if you want to, but i think i kinda enjoy the ss sec three text. and that's only refering to chapter 3 to 6 =) heh. sec four, forget about it. it sucks. so does everything else, along with POA!!!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:41 PM
