Saturday, September 13, 2003
i am thankful!! i found the scarf for the costume in the end! turned out, silly me left the scarf on stage yesterday, so obviously when i went home and emptied the bag, i panicked like hell!
friday and saturday have been totally free from study. im killing myself here, but heck. if i dont get the first three months then its ok. if i dont get next two years also, then i guess i'll just change my future paths. whatever.
so anywae, the perf for four moons today was really bad. steph looked good but she said she couldnt balance, and i well..just screwed the whole shit. i feel so soo sleeepy...
it's been a long long day. left the house at 12.45, and i was early, when i reached ms ong's house. we were there to do warm ups. quite funny la. she had to clear the dining area to make space for us to do barre. i realised, though im always late for tuition, school , lessons, im NEVER late for ballet!! that's good i guess.
gawsh! the emcee today was world class lousy. his jokes werent even considered jokes. they weren't funny, they were lame and they were shallow. And it was horrible. worse perf. ive ever done. the crowd werent even ballet loving people . so that's one saddening point. then second, it was some singing n song writing com, so people were more interested in their lousy music. giving us the cue to prepare to go on stage was so lousy, we were given soo many false alarms, i got tensed up so many times. stupid git.
oh, leme tell everyone sth. i feel so happy with my latest idea for the stupid O's. lets see, to people aspiring to get straight A's, do not fret so much, cos
-O's are easy. don't stress so much. there's still A's
-6 to 8 points are just a couple of A1's and 2's!! easy peasy!
-A few thousand people are gonna get straight A's, surely there's space for you. i mean, you're just one of the many
-And lastly, SOMEONE's gotta get those A's right? so if it's not you, then who's it gonna be???
there! haha. my motivation for all who want straight A's. and when you do achieve, based on my principles, do come back and thank and comfort me when results are out cos i'll be crying. haha. oh..till then...
I've got kid's church to do tomorrow. i hardly prepared, though i already read through the material.I know i can't go on like this cos it's very bad, but ahh...
ok, and i cant wait for a week away from now!! prelims would be over! heheh.
on an ending note, here's what ms ong said just now( every dancer's nightmare) :"Perhaps now in future, we should do barre on pointe" and then she changed her mind. "No..maybe we shall stay on flats for barre. let's do CENTER on pointe."
and all of us scream and moan and curse the pointe shoes once more.
talking about pointe. yAy!! my toes are kinda sore again.
goodnight.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:46 PM
