Tuesday, September 02, 2003
*burp* just finished dinner. after tuition. mum finally bought my shampoo, conditioner rather, so i don't have to walk around with hay-like hair again. =)
mondae was a terrible mess! i planned to do work, and be good, and revise my stupid work, but i did nth in the end. NOTHING. wonderful! so i went out in the afternoon with hui teng and seeta to get Lydia's present! so happy with myself. for once, i got a present on time, and im sure she'll like it ! whee! got her a dreamcatcher, and her much loved furballs!! we had a hard time choosing. wanted to get a pair at first, but there were only girls, of the particular one we thought looked the nicest, so we got two girls instead. the'yre s00 cute! it reminded me of the time sis brought home the water cow and his then alive wife. they were soo tiny. but now..well..he's just a cannon mass. and he drinks loads of water. my mum complains much about him. she says she has to refill his bottle at least in a week, and she often worries he stupidly drinks up all his water w/o us realising and dies before the weekend approaches when sis comes home. silly~
todae ..well was..a loong day as usual. i stayed for science! wow! but thursdae's class would be cancelled, and i had to stick to my principle of attendting at least once a week. i slept at close to one last night. i couldnt believe myself. it was also cos my phone was vibrating with each sms. ugh. so during science just now, i was so sooo sleepy, i just landed my head on the table and snoozed awae. talk about falling asleep at the table. the tr came around, and seeta n lydia told him ihad a fever. HAHA.
now, i shall go bathe. im really really stinky.
and i often wonder, when do i actually fulfill whatever i set out to do? i may sae i wanna take a shower now after this, but chances are, i'll only be in the bathroom at urm..1130 or something. apart from things like that, its always the hw dragging issue. and then the biggest most worrying at the moment is how, i just cant set myself out to study!!! and the prelims are in two weeks time. wow!just hopefully, by a tiny miracle from God, that i'll finally pia like crazy next week. if not my L1R5 will just go up again to 24(!?) perhaps and then i can spend my first three months urm... (??)
Waah. i really just CANT wait for this year end, where all the happy things will fall back into place. and i wouldnt have to worry so much. and when i look back next year, i'll see how insignificant all these musings and sighings were so i'll just wait...and wait as the days pass, for the future to draw nearer!
cos i really believe, things really cant get worse than this. =hopeful=
Aunty min ling, my primary school ss teacher sentme a card. i was rather suprised. so when i opened to read, it was an encouragement letter to study hard for the O's. and then, i start to feel more guilty than comforted, cos i havent been studying hard. -sigh- guess i'll have to depend on these well wishes to motivate me into full gear.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:33 PM
