Tuesday, August 05, 2003


yay!! suprisingly, i got 21 for my physics!!! and suprisingly again, seetaram wasnt top this time!! it was LYDIA!!

now this's gonna be ulrta short entry. the com is buggy!!

im fed up!!!

ok. i shall type as much as this stupid box allows me to.

hmm...had tuition just now. as usual. then i went over to aunty sindy's house to have dinner and meet mum there. so it was very convienient cos they live just across the road frm my tr's place.

hmm..i wonder, now that the com is not unnecessarily popping out lame rubbish on the screen, maybe it has sumhow hanged and i wont be able to post this entry later. well, we shall see. if it happens, i'll bash the com!

now i so long for sis's notebook. haha. this com is really getting on my nerves. see, doesnt mean having no one to fight with over usage of com means you get it, cos the com may just betray you like what its doing to me now!!!

now i really can't think what i want to write. waah. i feel so relaxed once again. stayed up till 1 30 to study geog n chem. though i did well for physics, the same cant be said for chem i guess. it was disaster! i got all confused with alkanes and alkenes! not all, but i had to keep reminding myself which was which.

i only have xi zhi to do tonight. after which, i'll sleep! im so sleepy! i need sleep badly again.

oh, im due for detention tomorrow. got my first late slip todae. so cham. do i care? NO! so aniwae, sec fours have lessons everydae and so i told them id go on saturdae ( knowing well that it was gonna be nat. dae and e school would be closed) they said ( the silly prefects) ok , that i would go on sat instd. but my name is on the list and it says tmr. so am i going tomorrow? NO! cos i have lessons! screw me if they want to. i dont give a hoot! "if girls are late, suspension" oh yay!! that would be puurrfect for me. simply perfect. i don't care.

call me a REBEL, yes, i agree with you. i AM one. so yay and good for me. rebel,rebel,rebel. rebelllious. rebellion. however you put it. that's me alright!!!! ;)

i love me! yay!

ok. back to rushing on my xi zhi.

i still feel bad about things. it's just that well, the physics kinda lifted my spirits . but poa still sucks. -dejected-

every little high..it's just so temporal, it's not worth chasing after...i don't know. it doesnt last. after a while, im shit again. why the high then? perhaps to keep me from totally selling out, and giving up, though i guess much of me already has. shit.

shitisallicansay.

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:24 PM