Sunday, August 10, 2003
i think im gonna have trouble sleeping tonight. i slept from three plus to 8.30. aiyoh..tt's like almost five hours! and tt's how long i usually sleep at night.
aniwae, came back from fishfarm yesterdae in the afternoon. and since then, ive been getting occasional spells of dizzy, rockings. cos of the sea the previous night. and i think im feeling one NOW. hate it. i suddenly got one in church during sunday school. haiz. felt so funny. i think im getting weak. like...urm...easily giddy, and heacachey and stuff. more frequent giddy spells nowadays. plus the sea thingy. i finished the math ws from tuition over at the fishfarm. everytime i sat down to try do my work, i would feel extra giddy and kinda sea sick. i don't usually suffer from sea sickness...but i think it felt like that. with the constant bobbing up and down.
oh my template for this page sucks now. i don't wanna do anything about, more like too lazy actually. shall just leave it in this...deaded state. hmm..the music is like..abit too...*goosebumps* when i first heard it, thot i was nice, but it was taken from this site with a sad story. so everytime i hear this piece now, i relate to that story and then...i feel freaked.
i missed sunset todae. plus there wasnt choir todae. so i came back early. about two plus. then i switched on to central to watch abit of hindi shows..got dancing mah. haha/ i find it amusing. but it's not bad, the dance steps.
i couldn't wake up just now for sunset service so folks left me at home. and they havent got back. i hope they get dinner for me!! gee. i felt so funny about not going at all. but i was so soo tired!
been really grumpy these days. last night and this morning. haiz. don't know why. it's just me, but everyone just pisses me off. particularly my mum. she never ever stops nagging does she. argh~ the more i hear of her *blablabla* i just feel like screaming at her to shut up. it's irritating. it's often over the little things like the mess in my room, or taking of supplements, which i feel arent helping me at all, infact making me more tired and stupid. taking four every morning and two in the evening. i feel like some sick patient. not sick also become sick in the long run.
Hmm..us, sec fours gathered abit after ss todae. first it was just me n chris on the swing, with justin looming nearby in some corner. then luke came along and we asked him sth..urm..related to justin..so he called justin over, and benedict came alone.hmm..it was funny why adeline didn't wanna come over though i called out to her. so i had to walk over and ask her..bla bla. she said i looked scary. gee. i do? hm. nvm. see..i was right. someone out there IS scared of me!!
oh and we were trying to see how dead we were...and waaa!! justin is like the best among us. hmm..so it turns out, me and chris are the stupid ones again. sighers. that guy is smart man! according to our standards. he got 14 pts for L1R5!! like wow! tt's 8 pts above me. and it's like..he got 14, ben got 16, he added tt he used to get 15. well, i honestly don't see the difference in one point, for him la. and then followed by me, 22, and adeline, 23, and chris, 28 sth like tt. and luke was saying he got 30plus. oh..well. even though they say they're all so shitified and cham, i just know that they're all gonna do well eventually. esp luke. despite he's thirty plus. he's always kek-ing about his marks and all. but we all know he's good la.
it's just so funny to think that at the end, all are gonna do so so well! and then it's me lagging behind again. see. im how lousy.
it's just so weird on how funny the picture portrayed now is like that. and trust me, when e results are out next year, everyone's gonna be a less than ten pointer. hmm..i shouldnt care so much also la aniwae. everyone's gonna improve and il still be like 20 sth. haha
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 10:34 PM
