Thursday, July 10, 2003
Well, urm..what do i say here...
we got dumped by seetaram, who thinks he's not suited for our group/gang.
"err..sorry to say this..but errrr...-giggles- *rolls eyes*[me] i don't think im suited for your gang, i mean i still treat u guys as frens and i enjoy your company and all, but i talked to Swee Tee about this and i feel that i should tell you guys what i really feel. i don't really feel accepted. and when i see Desmond with u guys, it looks right, but when i picture myself, i just don't seem to fit in [ yea, the tummy?]. i asked Swee Tee what i should do and she said i should talk to you guys about it. [the pissing part!!] i mean i feel as if you all been treating me differently all these time, i mean since last year -hands flutter around, as he does some flowery gestures-
espcially after we got back our results and all...."
i couldnt' pay attn much longer. what does HE mean by after getting back results and all?! firstly, does he mean that we're too stupid for him? or he's looking for a change of env, to want to hang around w the top girl in class?somebody tell him that being frens has nothing to do with how you fare in grades. By saying it this wae, he's indirectly stating that he now thinks that he is better than us?! just cos he got TOPS for science and humans, don't mean he's all that great now ok.
he also added, that during recess and when we're all together, he feels left out, tt we dont talk to him.
Eh! it's up to YOU to get people to pay attn to you what! i mean, and if someone else is speaking, u jolly well get yourself involved and listen, not just back out and feel all sad and gloomy that we have "neglected" you or whatsoever.
You don't blame people for not talking to you, cos you din make the effort. and please..it's not as if we ignore him.
for goodness sake, all those times we poked fun and chattered away, as we strolled to the station..arent those counted?!
Where's his sense?! gone up into his tummy?!
he thinks he can just say all these? and just don't wanna mingle with us anymore?! so now he thinks he's the one who has come to a decision for himself?! what would WE feel? it's as good as being dumped by him.
not that we so need him anywae, cos rest assured, we can do w/o him anytime. but is tt how he views frenship? come and go as you please?? frenships are relationships established overtime!! where ARE his differenciating skilles? -guess he duzzen have any-
the thing is..what...? further more, its not about gangs or groups?! it's just casual frenships here! who decides who "joins" or "
leaves" the gang? it's not i would say. i mean if you feel comfortable then you get closer. and the thing is, that's what he did, but decided to just leave like tht... who cares. if he doesn't. there isn't even a gang!
not that we're feeling sore about it.
but i really think its very ireesponsible on his part.
But as i said. we can do w/o him anytime. not that we soo need him.
he's not always right. maybe never.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:11 AM
