Monday, June 23, 2003
i wasn't in a mood to blog the past few days, explaining the absence. actually, im still not quite in the mood to do so, but just decided to slab on some crap on the page.
I HATE PERIODS!!! i've been walking around with cramps the whole day. if its not cramps, its stomach ache. now its cramps. i can FEEL it. ow. it feels all funny in my tummy. hate periods. and then its raining down there!? and we wanted to go to sentosa tomorrow! but later changed it to fridae, thanx to the little red intruder. stupid.
todae was"laze around day" . i woke up at 930, dunno do what...i think i was surfing. looking for pictures and all. i know, i was suppsoed to complete my lit unseen excercise, and ss sourced based, but lazy me hasn't got down to it yet~~ sheesh! sis was cleaning the house this morning, while i was slumped on the floor in the comforts of my air con room, talking to chris. that poor dearie has got little bumpy like rashes or allergy on the soles of her feet and palms of her hand. actually thot we could've meet up for lunch but tt poor gurl in her poor state, decided to just stay home. so i decided on that too. i mean still considering the inconvienience of lousy periods.arghhh~
met mum for lunch at around three. but it was too long a wait, i started eating up most of the biscuit store just minutes before we were to meet mum. so obviously, during lunch, i just ate a chicken wing and we three shared a plate of indian rojak. sis lurves it . so yar.then i decided to CUT my HAIR!! so its significantly shorter now. and feeling lighter. but still thick and messy, though i told the hair dresser to thin it. she said sth like. i thinned the inside, but not the outside, so that the hair wouldn't friz up. oh well. so it STILL is THICK on the outside right?! at least ive got shorter hair.
then we got back, and opened the letter box.I got a hand out from Ngee Ann Poly. so decided to look thru it. perhaps i should go to poly. i dunno wad i wanna do!! part of me wants to be involved in dance , (let's just forget tt size matter first), then part of me wants to do sth like P-R or things assoc with Mass Communications. or rather, that's the only course im familiar with. you know, humanities based kinda jobs...and THEN, part of me has this certain interest in the sciences, as in medical side. i know, i don't do pure science, so choices are limited. i like the idea of therapy. psychologist maybe( drive my patients mad) or physioterapist. somtheing like that. and then part of me thinks that the life sciences would be an interesting subject to pursue...so im trying to think of a course or study route to take, which could land me up, perhaps in a DANCE environment, and urmm..maybe giving advice and helping students there with the nightmares and traumas POINTE SHOES give them?? as a psychologist there. i don't know. ok that wasn't the REal picture, but im really trying to think of a way to try incorporate all my interests together.
the thing i fear most, is maybe im NOT really a humanities student, as what grades and influence has given me that idea to think that way. Maybe i really AM interested in the science field? *arrr*
so i really don't know to go poly or not!! i mean im also not study material....
oh yes, and then there's also soo mnay things i wanna do in future, after A's, or O's or whatever. ok leme try to them down. i hope i remember. i keep forgetting u see. see, firstly, i wanna do dance. as in learn other types of dance, take up a dance course and widen my experience. then also, i wanna have time to get out and do SEA SPORTS!! i think i have potential in that. whee! i THINK la. i wanna do sailing. and i wanna get my two-star kayaking proficiency. Then, get more active in church. im gonna land myself in the church choir soon. i went for practice last sundae, cos din have tuition. i know i can't sing, but i can TRY. so yes. i wanna at least complete intermediate majors before i drop out from ballet, but if i can really handle it far, i wanna do ADVANCED. yes, that'll be my distant dream. But it's not un-achievable.
gonna go have cheese prata with family. going back again tomorrow with frens. FAT diet.
darn! i just flooded half a pad in like two hours?!? now it's a heavy downpour down there.
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