Wednesday, June 11, 2003
i think i have more things to say todae...ive thot abt it already. just hope it has stayed in my brain.
lets see..i slept at three this morning, after watching the Guru. it was funny..yea..it was, but unfortunately, i was more sleeping than watching so i think less than 50% of the content got thru to me. then i woke up at 11 lazed till 12, so i onli really got outta bed at 12. had BREAKFAST at 12!! then LUNCH at 1?? i was full!! i felt stuffed like i was gonna burst. one of those over eating incidents again.
went home to pack in mopre stuff. this time, i finally remembered to pack in my, specs, contact lens case, ToothBrush, another set of Pj's. yea. im amazed. im over at my aunts house, but i dont even have a luggage or wadever bag there is to store my things. its just me n my school bag. multipurpose bag rather. hmm..yoiu know, i think i went home, switched on the fan at full blast, and eerr...forgot to turn it off. it still remains a mystery. i was trying so hard to recall whilst i was on the way to class. but based on my poor memory, i havent the foggiest! nvm. let the poor fan work on... in the worse case.
was 15 minutes late for ballet. went in, mumbled a sorry to ms ong and proceeded with barre. at least, im happy to sae that ive more or less regained my interest in dance. and that brings a great reliet to me. whee!! actually, it depends on what we do. i dont mind doing beats and all, cos i think its very fun, though i often screw up with which foot to the front and blah. im in a dancy mood again! yay!!
hafta go to sch tmr at 2...lit course. i havent done homwework! im suppsoed to,now..perhaps after this, but im starting to feel sleepy again at the thought of homework. and lit unseen! sth il hafta rack my brains on. and think up some extraordinary analysis. oww..but then again, thinkign its lit, i can always do it the other way and crap. yes. haha. i shall do that right after this.
took a lift back from ms ong after class. we always seem to be talking about the same stuff. jocelyn, family. o levels. and why i should try take the ele exams this year despite O's. yes. much of me waqnts to do the exam too! time is the fault! hmm..in conversing with her, i reaqlised i have major problem with articulation and trying to express myself. sheesh. i even remembered mrs remesh once writing " able to articulate well" in my report book. but then, that couldve very plainly meant- talkative. -shys away-
aiyah! i how stupid?? i went to this site, and ever since , started hearing weird music inturrupting what i was listening too, kept glacing behind, and freaked myself out, when i realised it was coming FROM THE WEB PAGE. argh.what an idiot= me.
went to granny's house for dinner. had hand made noodles. justina was doing the dough, and slicing the noodles with the "noodle machine" well. i was just eating . -grins- as usual. the house is very nicely done up! better than i expected. very cosy. had bird's nest for dinner too. actually, i feel abit the guilty about going there till so late and only coming back to aunt sindy's house so late in the night. i was gone for the whole dae! left the house at 1:15. so my absence more or less amounts to 10 hours?? that's almost half a day.
seriously, over there, i felt extra-ated. its gotta do with the things but yes. its still affecting me, abit, causing quite a stigma.
damn. ive suddenly lost all inspiration to write!!!! it was wearing off already actually. haiz. i wanna dance.
got baq and drank corn soup. even though i felt full. am contemplating whether to have oreos, or pizza!!! ( im still full btw)
craves.craves.drools.craves.craves.drools.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:13 AM
