Tuesday, May 13, 2003


I'm soo sleepy! somehow, i kept thinking today was tuesdae, cos we went by tuesday schedual today. and i feel so cheated, cos mr wee only told us this morning during english that our english orals were gonna be included in our PRELIMS and NOT mid yrs! now that was SHIT! i could've done better! it's as if..part of the score of wheter i make it to SA or not is decided already. and they didn/t even tell us. but nvm. its over. and i shall not sit on it and brood.

I felt so bad during science todae. i didn't have my chem tys (i lost it ages ago) and then i still can't find my physics wb. its very depressing . We did another unseen again for lit todae. it was from Joy Luck Club. i remember reading that book in sec one cos sis was doing it for lit then. it was the excert about Waverly jong. i remember that rather vividly though. and i wanted to take it home to complete, but i ignorantly left my book in the locker. so stupid.

Chinese lesson today was spent talking cock. ms Yeo just talked alot today. dunno why, but it was rather entertaining. haha. to think that all she said was in chinese, and at very fast speed some more! Math was fine. mr lim was making us go to the board to do the revision questions, and just when i thot i was so lucky tht he din call..i heard it "index no. 14" haaz. i shouldnt have talked to much earlier. -.- Then during geog, Mr Andy was in a chatty mood also. i don't know what it was, but i was enjoying the later part of the day after science drag and the hot weather. it's funny how so mnay people know about my "marked improvement in chinese!" and its kinda pressurising now cos i hafta make sure i maintain and continue to improve.which i fear i won't be. i really don't know. im starting to slack really really bad now. and unfortunately, to make matters worse-- at this time of the year. JUST before the mid yrs! and im falling apart. so screwed! you know, i think there's such a thing as peaking..and then after that, u start to drop again. i know, please don't tell me chinese has reached it's peak, cos i really want a B4 to show them with God, all things are possible. (:

Tuition was cancelled today. he wanted to celebrate his bdae with family...oh well..he's thirty -two this year. sth like tht. so ironic. ms yeo was just telling the class and it turned out to be his day todae. so tuition was postponed to tomorrow.

was watching survivor just now,*eating into revision schedual* Jenna Won! haiz. praveena will be soo mad! sorrie dear. the world is blind sometimes, and things just dont always happen the way we want them to.

alrite. i started on a tiny chapter on waves for physics todae. the first baby step to the loads more rev i gotta do. i lack discipline. pray for me !!! we were doing recap for The machine Stops today during lit. and we branched out to SOO mnay ideas!!! haiz. and that's just one story of the whole book, consisting of 6!! stories.we'll have lesson again on wednesday. doing Odour Of Chrysanthemums. yay. i like that story. its not happy, but i don't know. topics about humanity seem to arouse an interest in me.

period came todae. bloody bloody. shitshit.

That's all. folks. Whoever is reading. ciao.


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You think of yourself as being calm, relaxing unique.jovial .
Others think of you as being fat, cute, adorable, heart warming, delightful , lovable. silly..
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see..when im stressed. i wanna get out. and the social thing was me describing the hamsters. how would i have known it wld've reflected on me?? fine. im fat and silly. yay for me!!!

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:03 AM