Monday, May 05, 2003
I just got back from school. had science lesson after assembly today, but i wasn't paying attention. was doing my MATH instead. haiz. but it's worrying. i'm beginning to lose grasp of everything. my science, my poa..and math..which i never had a grasp of the begin with. but..im gonna make ammends soon. i hope. today, principal was saying that if we don;t do well, they will make us stay back...and call up parents and all..and i was just thinking - just as i was preparing myself to get L1R5 of 25- .......they can start having coffee with mummy n daddy already.
hmm..aniwae, i amazed myself again todae. back to science extras...i was doing math instead, and i just got so caught up,"not that i knew how to do everything" but..i got engrossed in it, that even after teacher let us off, i was sitting alone in the classroom trying to finish up whatever loose ends or whatever sums...till those cleaner pple..came into class and started wiping the windows and tables, that i realised i looked like a fool sitting amidst all that activity doing math?? and so, i became "wise" and packed my stuff and got down to the canteen. met desmond on the way out of school , and we took lrt back together...and that was THEN that i found out sth...sth that im feeling cheated, betrayed and disappointed about.
Guess what? i told him anthony was teaching me tuition, and he was abit shocked. and he asked me how much he charged, and i said 250 a mth. and at tht instant, it occured to me that that sum of $$ wasnt small. and then..he told me..."but anthony gave me n qi de tuition alst time for free" upon hearing that..i was...WHAT?!??!! and it turned out, that he goes there TWO to THREE times a week, coaches them for up to TWO hours in most subjects..for FREE. and when i asked if he ever ends early..guess what desmond said?? "no, sometimes, he even EXTENDS the lesson." whow! at that i was p.i.s.s.e.d!!! i felt really deceived! i mean..comparing his attitude towards their personal coaching? i mean..and i am the one who's PAYING..a not cheap amount. its agravating! really...wait till mom hears abotu this tonight. no. im not keeping mum animore. not about this at least...and i still haven mentioned that he owes me up to 50 minutes lesson time in total have i? jerk.jerk.jerk.jerk.
apart from that "tiny" piece of knowledge i just discovered, school was not bad. haha. finally, a day where i didn't have to go rushing off for ballet or whatever which was previously on my packed packed schedual. im supposed to have tuition todae. at least i thot i was..to make matters worse..that guy seems to be Missing in Action. since saturdae..i sent him a mssg and no reply? i called him..and i was diverted to a voice mailbox? baloney! i barely slipped into the parade sq just before the bell rang..hehe..phew! and that seetaram still had to come over and ask nonchalantly" u were late arh" and i replied "no! would u only be happy whenever u see im late?" and he said.."ahhaz..so normal already mah" -.-" hahaz..silly guy.
during english, we worked on picture description again...haiz. realised my vocab is really baad. so aniwae, after tht we had...urm...math..then ss..then RECESS! haiz. but i was feleing hungry in class, but came recess, i lost the apetite. sad. had two xiu mais...
after recess, geog class...then physics..which i fell asleep on the table...and when i was just rubbing the sleep away from my eyes, that TEH BOO CHAI had to go and ask me some qtn about..urm..what was it? oh. about the use of a fuse.. hm...and in my sleepy state, at least i managed the ans...-smiles- haha.
so..that was school today....shall go and do up my homwork after this..but i think i wanna nap!! havent had one in a loong time!!
PS: dewy died today. i really dont know what's going on...but...its so sad.... she was still alright hours before her death.
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 5:15 PM
