Tuesday, April 29, 2003
Wheee!! ballet exam was today..good . that it's finally over, but mebe bad in a sense, that from NOW onwards, id have to start study proper, with no more excuses such as "ballet" to cover up my laziness...
I left school at 12..hahaz..abit the early i know, but..well..i had things to do!! i reached home, and printed out the vocab log n handouts mr wee wanted for ebglish lesson"sth i planned to do long ago but nv got down to do " till todae! so im quite happy with myself. hmm..i had good news in school todae! the thought that i managed to get 20 upon 30 for my chinese orals with God's Grace of course, is pure miracle! and that has been lingering on at the back of my mind the whole day and i find myself singing in my mind with gleee...i mean..it's chinese u know...something which is so... opposite me.
Hmm..ok..so i got home, and then slowly packed everything, ticking the checklist making sure i had everything..cos if i didn't, it would cause panic n distress later...but thank God, all was well, and i packed everything in at last..nothing missed out.i said a little prayer before i left...and asked God to help me thru the day, and be with me all the way...and he was.
i went across to get my lunch, and tried to hail a cab..good thing, i didn't have to wait long for a cab to appear..n i was rather worried, cos it was starting to rain..but anyhow, i finally got to the cc on time...all in a short half an hour..ahh..the wonders of taking cab...if not the usual journey by bus n mrt wld have been an hour n a half!!
in the exam studio, i was feeling..shaky..abit...lah...then during barre, i felt all the muscles in my legs crying out ..ahh..i was killing myself, i was thinking how i was actually supposed to survive the rest of the exam when i was only at barre, which wasnt even part of the exam! sheesh..i dunno what's wrong with my english...i cant seem to express myself correctly...im using all the wrong comparisons! ok..nvm..aniwae..till now, im still kinda thinking about demi character..i soo have this feeling that sth was not quite right..mebe i din't get the style, or the accent wasn't strong enough..i think dramatique was danced well..etude..rather shaky...sigh...dance russe...it was alrite..i think. hmm..on the whole...dun sound too good. aniwae, the exam was passing so fast! it was just dance after dance! first steph went in , then came out, then chen hsia..and before i knew it, i was up next...went on like this for the next three sections, and we were already in the starting position of the reverance! it was then, that i realised..that the exam was about to be OVER...and then..i felt...relieved..and also..."wasted" cos i felt that mebe i could've done better...but i told myself...whatever grade i get, i'd take it that it is the Lord's will, and everything happens for a good cause...i'd be thankful for whatever he gives me, cos it could always be worse..
After that, changed out of the stinky garb..and went down to mac's to get some work done..hee..so i feel happy with myself again. finished filling in the vocab log, and i was doing my chinese..lian xi..but..*ahem* of course, it was more like transferring the chi yu's from the shou che onto my paper..ahaz..but still..at least i got sth done (: dad came to pick me up at 630..then we went down own to pick mummy up..she was out having lunch with some church frens of hers ... then i was soo tired in the car, i fell asleep ! and during dinner time, my eyes were still barely open...
EEkk... i washed my hair twice, but i can still smell the gel in my hair!! and i hate that smell! not that its very stinky..but id rather my hair smell of shampoo than some gunky gooey substance.... yuck yuck...argh! :(
*yawn* hmm..shall go and snuggle up in my cosy bed now..good night n sweet dreams.
i pray i get distinction......i pray i get distinction..oh please.... im begging.... i hope...i wish...
aniwae, hahaz..so cool! going camping tomorrow! at changi or sth..with auntie may's family..and mine...so fun!! hahaz...near the beach, and the sky above me..i love it!!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:33 PM
