Saturday, April 26, 2003


oh...school on friday was fine..finally had tuition again in almost two weeks! we practiced orals, cos e exam was coming up..this coming mondae. im hopeless in that..but, sumhow ill convince myself that im not, i just, trust that God will halp me thru the exam..even thought what anthony said was tht..if i passed, tht wld b good already...but still,i dont quite believe him..mebe its me not wanting to face up to reality again, or mebe its just simple faith in God. i find anthony rather aginst christianity. he wanted tuition on sunday too, and i said i had church evening service n all, n he said sth like "praying won;'t help" like..u cant just pray n all..well..he may be correct, but i dont care, im sticking to prayer, and i have FAITH!

sis brought home two hamsters on fridae too. her fren's bdae prezzie to her. a boy n a girl..meaning id b expecting babies!!! in abt 5 mths time!! yoo hoo! the hamster line, family portrait part two..their names? Dusty tan da dou n Dewy tan siao dou. hehex. my sis named them this time. my pair, were names muffin n puffin...four years ago..the forefathers of the subsequent sillies. but the new darlings...are just..not stupid yet...unlike bsb boy. haiz..i guess, with the new hammies, its resulted in me missing baby more...they were just different..the past generation..all of them. having these new hammies made me realise that. now, i feel that i miss all of them, more than ever...muffin, puffin, scaredy, pussy cat, little one, fat chu, choppy, molly, babysitter, n babysitterbro boy. phew*..so mnay..yea..i know..each was special.

yesterdae night, went to uncle ah yong's hse to see baby...she was delivered on 18 apr..2 days b4 sis bdae..so sweet! the more u look at her, the sweeter she looks. her name.: macey chan ning xuan...hahaz..i think the chinese name is so sweet. she's a quiet baby. very good. and easy...hope she stays that way though..then my uncle n aunty won't have to pull their hair out, just taking care of her...
ahh..pity, i dont really fancy babies...but..still, i found her sweet n cute . :)

todae....i was late for math test..hahaz...it being the first period of the day..had a few problems couldnt solve here n there, but im pretty confident about passing.. yes..i should think... chinese was ok too...after that, went for ballet. then cleaned up the studio. tmr, wld b dawn, denise, wei ling n pearlyn going in. il drop dawn a good luck mssg tmr... yes.. :) pray for them.
after class, went down to bugis with amanda..took a neo card...n waited for sis to appear..we looked around abit for granny's bdae prezzie, n finally settled for this ultra soft, nice comfy n warm bath towel..n got her a little hanky too..felt so happie...i was elated! in high spirits! that finally! we managed to find sth suitable...

now, the day has ended...i shall go n bond with dewy and dusty after i end the blog... i feel really tired, almost dozed off in frnt of computer just now..don't feel like talking to anyone...
good night.

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 11:11 PM