Saturday, March 29, 2003


-chinese blues- i wanna cry!!! ive lost HOPE!!! i felt soo stupid at chinese tuition just now!!! And i just couldn't keep my mind focussed. everything he said, seemed to literally, go in one ear and out thru the other. sheesh! i feel bad! i'm almost giving up. i think , i should just get with a pass. and bang on my other subjects. but somehow, i mean which idiot would wanna just be happy sitting on a pass? i wanna B4...now shhh! no one's supposed to know, cos if they do, they probably laugh at me!!! il be the laughing stalk! =( -urrghh- y must chinese be so irksome??? it saddens me to the max, spoils all my moods and makes me pure depressed. like zhi bao zhi qi!! lousy lousy! aniwae, its soo pissing, cos i cant take it anymore! why?! do i ALWAYS have to work around soo many regulations for tuiiton?? heck it ok?! i mean...who's gonna take O levels this june!? arg. i had to make way for her losing 20 min of my lesson time that's unfair!!!
Hmpf! dont wanna write anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE BYE

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 5:06 PM