Saturday, March 29, 2003
Bleahh..tuition was CANCELLED! todae. AGAIN. mummy was going "y always like that?! " and i said" how i know?! he gotta take care of his neice! -.-" thank God! i managed to wake up at 9 plus, in time to do my tuition homework. after a while, when i was experiencing soo many problems, in came his sms "beep!" and i felt so relieved! but i continued to do up the ws..actuallli...oh no! i think i stopped at the li jie wen da! sheeks! better do it after this then. argg!
Aniwae, today was a badd badd day! i practically spent the WHOLE Entire day -they mean the same- Sleeping! can u believe it! being a pig!
wo dui zhi ji hen shi wang!! It's already 12 plus some more! looks like il sleep late late late again. i realli feel so bleh and useless now! tok so much about doing well in O's? more like screwing it up Beeg time! =(
But, hopefully, i shall pick myself up. there's always TOMORROW! ahh! that big word. that word of endless
procrastination. i was thinking to myself, that i think i wouldnt feel as useless if i went out perhaps for a movie and galavant the streets, rather then staying at home, lazing around, knowing blatantly that i'm NOT doing anything and WaSTinG my life away? does anyone get my point? heh...
I've got tuition first thing tomorrow morning at 10. and dunno what's going on in my mind, i still think its at 11! talk about rigid mindset? after that, sis proposed to go to the GYM tomorrow. after pigging out soo much! and with the absence of ballet, im putting on like ...the kilo's don't weigh or something! we wanted to go out and watch "The Hours" today, but cos of mummy's fears of SARS,which i didn't manage to convince her that i wasn't affected, and its not as bad as it seemed to be, and so, it would be save to go out, she didn't relent.this shows that my persuading skills and sweet talk dont help. i also feel so about turning down lydia and huiteng's offer to go out, being the onli day that hui teng can get out of her house (another uncompromising mum) . mum was going on about how crowded orchard would be tomorrow, simply because it was a saturdae, and i tried to tell her that everyone else would be at home n blah...but...well, u can guess...i was defeated =(
I'm in serious trouble! i suddenly have this sudden compulsive eating disorder! (as of how i would describe it) i keep having this urge to eat something! im serious! and i constantly feel full all the time as a result of that. my tastebuds seem to be abit crazy at this point of time. i just wanna have sth in my mouth to satisfy my cravings. and the bad part is that i dont even know what i crave for! hahaz..but for now, all i can think about is the "mrs Fields muFFin!" not that i have tried it before, but..ahhh! its confirm nice lorr!!!!! =D
ok...so this was my so called "first day being cooped up at home" seven more days to come?! there's still a whole week more! -urgh- its not fair~ they callt his holiday when we're being cooped up at home?! and cos of this "holiday", we gotta cut baq our june hols by one week?! unreasonable! i'd rather go to school !!!!!!
charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 12:38 AM
