Thursday, February 20, 2003


Shall decide to type out an entry before i go and start proper on homework! had chinese ca todae. hmm..was..abit confusing, but the peeps say its easy!! easy ? for them mebe. i didnt even get whatever the compre was asking! sigh....
Had chinese tuition with Anthony yesterdae. actualli, i meant to update a blog in here yesterdae, but the stupid entry just wouldnt sign in!! hmpf.. -.-" Oh..hmm...then he was scaring me, cos it finally dawned on me that my chinese standard was..low low...or mebe it's so baad , that it wouldnt even be considered a status of "standard" hehehex. And i was soo slow! in one half hour, all i managed to do was like..only half the paper! and that's three parts, so he made me continue the rest at home.. which i hafta get down to do after typing this in. hmm..yea, so because of "technical fault" , i had to resort to using the old traditional pen and paper. but i guess it was for a good cause too, cause i was very much neglecting my poor book for almost a week and a half. actualli, i thot id update tomorrow, but i decided that i shouldnt drag on it any longer, and also cos sth happened yesterday, and i just felt it wasnt gonna be ok if i wrote up on it on any other day than yesterday..sth like..not " recent" enough.oh no..oh no...gimme a few min..i gotta go bomb...oops! .... k..baq sorrie..now where was i..hmm..
i shall update about what happened yesterday in the other blog accnt later. sometimes, i wonder, is this blog entry realli gonna like..never get wiped out? cos..i would really like to grow up next time and review all that i thought in my most crucial , growing years. =)

Oh my goodness, i just realised scaredy died! Aged: 2 yrs, 7 mths ,3 wks, 3 days..oh good n faithful hamster :( my tribute to him..

Ohh...aniwae, "life goes on" . baq to chinese tuition again, hehe finally managed to fish out a readers' digest bk..in chinese! written in 1998?? hahaz..talk about back dated..
Was starting abit on my xi zhi then decided to get back tot his. mann! this enrty is taking long! u noe, funny it seems, but i think the time of the day when i realli think through ideas, is in the bath! serious! whenever im in the bath, thinking to myself, i always manage to come up with things that i normally wouldnt think about. i guess u can call that my daily moment of reflections. but i never pen them down int he end, cos the moment i step out of the bath room, all the thots just vanish into the air. can i brand the bathroom - tha place where my thots come alive- ? hmm...hahaz..me and my weird findings. is this considered part of "growing up"? where u go through all sorts of things which seem soo weird to adults?
Argh. im disgusted at seetaram! ive come to realise that he is one insensitive mcp! male chauvinist pig! He doesnt even care. he told me n ht straightly that we needed to lose weight n we were fat?! n on top of that he even said lydia too! apart from that, he's constantly picking on yan ling! He thinks he is the best or what? talking about studies, he wants to get first in class and all? sorrie to say this, but he realli! comes across to me as this boastful, narcissistic pig. and the worst thing is, he's not even good enough to boast about himself. im feeling realli bad and a tad guilty for saying this about him, but ..i cant help it! already 7:12..i better get going to do my xi zhi and rest of hmwrk. still got the last bit of tht paper to do!!

My tribute to Scaredy, oh good and faithful hamster. You will be remembered. hamster of his kind.

20/02/03
Thursday

charlene said a lil' prayer for you at 7:15 PM